🐧+🧸: My Stupid Heart

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Beomgyu was so good at lying, everybody knew that. But he had a heart too, and he felt empty, often.

There was a cute big guy in their school named HueningKai, who was so cheerful all day long, never seen upset, or any kind of negativity. He seemed a bit weird though.

And Beomgyu was friend with him. Not so close, basically he knew him by a friend in common. They got along fast considering the fact that both were super energetic. Well, Beomgyu knew his own energy wasn't real all time, and due to his habit, he somehow got this feeling that Kai's energy wasn't real either.

One day they were supposed to meet in a park along with their common friend, Soobin.

But time went and Soobin didn't come.
They were chatting for a bit.

"Oh! Soobin hyung just messaged me he won't be able to make it." Kai said as he looked at his screen. "So..... We can hang out ourselves right?"
"Yeah, sure!" Beomgyu replied flashing a smile.

They sat on the grass and talked about this and that, when the conversation was almost getting bored, because Beomgyu felt so shy around Kai that he just wanted to not show himself as a dumb, suddenly Kai said, "Hyung! Let's play questions! I ask one, the next you ask, and thus we continue. I'll go first. Favorite color?"
"Pink! My turn! Favorite season?"
"Fall! Biggest fear?"
"Umm...." Beomgyu seemed in a thought for a while, "Death of close ones. Best kiss?"
"I-i haven't yet kissed anyone." Kai looked away as his face reddens. Beomgyu chuckled. "You're easy to tease."
"My turn!" Kai looked again with a big smile. "What do you think about me?"

Beomgyu's heart started beating fast suddenly. 'stupid heart' he thought to himself. He already talked less in front of Kai because he didn't want to feel silly, again this one question. He liked Kai so much, and was unbelievably worried about him thinking he must be like him, a fake smiley who deserved to smile for real. So he wanted to be honest with this question.

"You're one of the greatest people I've known in my life, after Soobin hyung. Your smile is so pretty, I like to see it always. I-i love the way you make me laugh, and the way our energy matches whenever we're excited. But somedays....." He looked at Kai with genuineness.
"But somedays what?" Kai lift his left eyebrow.
"But somedays I get a feeling that you're trying so hard to make me happy, or to stay cheerful. I get a feeling that maybe you are hiding your sadness or anxiety deep inside of you. You know, I want to understand you. I-i like you-your smile and want to make sure you're doing it genuinely. I want to know you're not feeling empty inside like me. I'm just-"

Then suddenly Kai pulled him in a tight hug.
"Hyung, Beomie hyung, my dear hyung, you're so worried for me? You don't have to, please, I want to see you happy. Don't worry about me."
"But- but please, tell me, are you this fine always? You're not right?" Beomgyu replied a bit shocked by sudden contact.
"Truly." Kai started sitting back normally. "I'm anxious often. But not with you. You make me truly happy. More like, because I want to see you happy, I'm automatically happy. I don't have a bad time with you. I like like you. This is why your happiness is my priority."
"I like like you too." Beomgyu said holding Kai's hand, a pout on his face. "This is why I'm so worried."
"Woah." Kai laughed. "What do I have to do to stay you away from worry?"

"Ease my heart with your pretty lips." Beomgyu blushed hard saying this. He even surprised himself. "Ease my stupid heart."

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