They don't know about us

.Chapter 1

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woke up stretching my arms on the bed, shimering golden shinshine welcomed me,  I got up slowly walked to the window and felt the warmth and light puring down on me, I could see the street of my house trees on both sides full with autumn leave flying around, I loved this place, it had specific Smell in the air that was nowhere else to be found, I was feeling fresh Standing beside the window and Looking all around. Beautiful birds chirping and singing, flying around, fresh air, it was a magic in the air like it was something special from normal days Realised... That was the Last day of school. Damn, it was supposed to be the last day but still had to take all the classes for some summer work and stuff. I hated that, I stood there by the window for sometime, enjoying the beautiful sight,

I walked to washroom, threw some water on my face and looked up in the mirror, but instead of watching my own face I just stared at the photograph hanging on the side of the mirror, my eyes got stuck at the photo Like every morning I glanced at the picture for a long time, it was a guy with curly hair and ran water on face again, brushed my teeth, opend the closet to find some good stuff to wear, I picked a white and pink striped shirt and black shorts, took the clothes and changed, then I placed a hair band on my head, and wore my black and white sneakers with white sox , I was ready. 

I stood in front of mirror staring at my self seriously, I was not that ugly, even I always heard boys of my school calling me HOT, Really? is that the right word to define someone's appearance? I mean I never get this word hot, what does it explain? beauty? or something else? huhh.. never mind,

I took a look at myself glancing up to down, I had long straight brown hair, light brown and green shade mixed eyes, yeah, I never figured out the colour of my eyes sometimes its a brown yellowish shade and then its like greenish, you can call it hazel, maybe?  my eye balls were big with big eye lashes, pink lips, my body was kind of balanced nor thin niether fat, my friends from my school used to call me perfect, my skin colour was white toned and when I used to blush, that I do alot, because I was really shy then so cheeks turned pink sometimes, .. I never paid much attention to polish my self, I didn't like make up, so I never wore any kind of make up, I guess I never needed that, and I was not that stylish so this made me a normal girl, In fact I never wanted to be the center of attention it always made me so nervous, I was still standing and staring at my self then a Voice came from the down hall, "Lisby, Breakfast is ready,Baby"

It was my mom, my sweet Mom, she was my everything, only me and her had been living together since i was born, because my father left her before my birth so I never met my dad in person, he devorced my mom and vanished forever leaving her all alone in pain and sufferings but she faced that bravely and Then I came to the world, to my mom, now it was only me who brought happiness back in her life, she grew me up with all her love and affection, she worked as a cheif editor for a magazine and with that short money she fulfilled all my needs, she did her best to give me a good life she brought every single thing and never let me cry for something, and thats why I respect and love her more than everyone in the world, and yess I will forever.

I took my school bag and walked down stares in the hall, and sat down on the chair of dying table, mom brought me eggs with toast and butter also a cup of hot Coffee, and sat on a chair near me, I started eating, but she was constantly looking at me, I looked back at her with a questioning expression, ''What Mom.?''

She smiled and said ''nothing baby, im just wondering how beautiful my daughter is.''

I laughed at once ''Oh Really..??? didn't you find something else? Now stop it and tell me the real thing'' I laughed lighty and strated eating again...

'' I was wondering how about you start dating Someone? I mean there's alot of cool boys in your school... you know what I mean'' she shook her shoulders and raised her eye brows. she started the same subject once again the most annoying tpoic for me.., she always wanted me to do stuff like all other girls do, like going on dates with boys or shoping and going out with friends to clubs, trpis etc., But I never wanted to do all that. I was leading a clean satisfied life, I was enjoying being single, but she never understood my point of view, I think she wanted me to be brave and bold, she didn't want me to be men hater, after what happened to my mum my dad left her and specially what happened with me...... I really started to hate boys and MEN, but I knew the fact that all the men weren't same, I was lost holding my cup in my hand thinking all this when she Cleared her throat taking me out of my thoughts, I shook my head a little and sipped my hot coffee. she spoke again ''So... you met someone? or do you like any guy?