They don't know about us

.Chapter.14

Never was there more pain emptyness and lonliness than now which had filled my life with disgussed, I hated my life. 

I was alone always sitting there on the bed with my dissabled legs unable to feel, move. Just stuck in an empty room, had nothing to do, mom took my phone, she never let me watch Tv, or losten to the radio, I could never know what was her problem, what was she trying to hide. Cause sometimes she acted really strange, maybe whatever she was doing that was for my own good, she loved me more than any word can explain, I missed her when she was On her job and when she returned home every night always hugged me, 

It had been weeks we came back from the hospital, everything seemed back to normal, but not me i was't normal, my inner self was dead, broken, shattered nothing could heal it, mom thought I was being better but in fact I was breaking, I did't like to do anything or to speak much, I was losing hope. Mom did everything she could, she was trying to get transfer so we could move to a new house she wanted me to take away from this place, I never know why? What was wrong here in this place, she had enough money to buy a new little house for us two...

I was sitiing on the bed laying my head back to the bed board trying to remember anything from my forgotten past, looking out of the the window dark street, waiting for mom, it was 9pm already she was late, she was coming late everyday because she was doing an overtime job to complete her wokk before we could move,

I was just thinking if I could recall some momeries baring my past but all my memories started from the moment I woke up in the hospital and that boy named haz was there, thinking of him I realised how special he was, I missed him badly, I wanted to hear his voice, see his face, his green sparkling eyes, his soft red lips, and his curls that coverd his half forehead, his words that he said to me echoed in my ears, and his touch I could still feel that, I moved a little down and relaxed my head on the pillow, closed my eyes so I could Imagine him... Soon I fell asleep,

A sound of someone climbing from the window caught my ears, I oppened my eyes and turned my head towards the winow,I could only see a shodow standing there and moving closer, I opened up my Eyes more wide in fear, My lips moved apart and let some words out I spoke " who's th...." I could't even complete my words before that figure quickly wrapped my mouth with his thin soft fingers, I had a feeling of knowing who that was a very recogniseable scent had filled the whole room, my mouth was coverd with some unknown's hand, my room was dark I could't see snything olny could feel the femilier breath coiming out of that person loudly, same was mine, he moved closer to my body and leaned down as his face reached close enough to touch mine, the tips of his soft rolled curls touched my cheek, and my lips stretched in a sweet light smile as my eyes got closed because of his closeness, his lips moved and his warm breath touched my ear as he spoke "dont say a word Liz" his husky deep voice shivered my whole body, he rubbed his cheek on mine moving down he kissed my neck touhing his lips to my skin, then moving up to the middle his nose touched my nose he brethead slowly touching his body to mine, that ran a wave of electricity in my body and my heart kept clneching out of my chest, his soft lips moved close to my lips his warm breath was mixing in mine and he put his lips on my lips, he kissed me for a long time, Touching our lips to lips sticking his lips and moving on my upper lip to down, his warm soft lips felt like a rose patel, his kiss warmed my whole body I put my hand on the back of his head and slowly pulled his hair because of the feeling i was getting, I continued kissing him more hard and fast as he breathed fast kissing me back, he stopped for a second and said "I love you Liz" and started kissing again, my heart beated like drum loud that I could feel it hardly jumping in my chest, he was so close littrlry laying on me, his body every part was toucing mine, but suddenly he stopped, and moved away and went to the window for going back, I said "dont go" in a low voice but he did't turn I spoke out Loud souting and crying "haz dont go" the voice I let out echoed in the room,