They don't know about us

.Chapter.12

I had to stay for 3 days more in the hospital for some tests and treatment, i was feeling better cause i was in all my senses now, but my legs were unable, i was sitting on the bed putting my head on the pillow thinking about the unblievable tregedy that happened with me, whenever i tried to remember what exactly happened with me i got nothing, my mind was blank, but if i tried harder to remember, bitter pain started in my head that i could't bear that pain was so intensive, i always ended up crying with my pain, thats why doctor forbade me thinking about anything from my past, that was harmfull for my brain,  

What had i just done to my life, i could not walk i could not even remember who i was, only pain and suffering bad feelings were with me, not even a single memory i could recall, I was sick of laying there on the bed in hospital and it was only one day passed, i wanted to run away, but i could never run cause of my legs... I could only wish, My mom came in the room with some eatables in her hands, it was for dinner, but i did't wanna eat anything,

"baby, please eat something" she said that with her sad face,

"i told you already i dont want" i looked away saying that,

"ok, tell me what do you wanna eat? Pizza? Burger? Or simething else? You hav't ate anything thats not good baby" she forced,

"bring me something to drink" 

I said only to satisfy her,

"ok, sure I'll get you some" 

She said that leaving the room.

I started thinking again, the picture of the boy with curly hair and green eyes came into my mind, he had something special in him that i could not resist, he constantly remaind in my mind from the moment he left, i was missing him, but Why? Who was he? Why he cared that much? And why i cant forget him? Alot of questions came in my mind and the pain started i quickly stopped thinking and looked away but my heart gave a race to the beat when i looked at the window, someone was standing there and constainly looking at me with the teary eyes, he was the same curly haired and green eyed boy, i looked at him and my eyes got full in tears, why my heart was beating like that? And just because of seeing him my eyes filled with tears, how? These questions rose in my head and i kept looking at him, soon he looked away like someone called him, it was my mom, i saw her from the window,

"what are you doing here?" she asked him rudely,

"i just... Came to see her.." 

He replyed with his weak shaking voice,

"oh really? Why you came to see her now? Why dont you leave her alone" she said that really angrily in a fast tone,

"im sorry i was just leaving," 

He replied looking down,

"yess it'll be really good, if you leave, maybe you should go forever and never come back to her"

"Aunt Matilda, im sorry, i know your upset, but i just wanted to see her for the last time"

"no way, you already ruined her life, you just destroyed her, now when she forgot everything, i'll take her away, forever, somewhere you can never find her, now just go, please Leave my daughter alone"

She came in really angrily and covered the window with curtains, and turned to me smiling, she was thinking i did't hear whatever she said to him, but infact i heard everything, and i was in very vonerable condition, why she did that to him, he was a nice guy, 

But i could't say anything to her, cause she was the one who knew my past, and i did't.

I ate some bread and drank some juice, nurse gave me the medicines which made my pain lighter and i slept calmly, thinking about only the boy, i did't even know his name,