They don't know about us

.Chapter 4

Why.? 

why Harry was doing all that to me...  I came to my room crying and fell on the bed my tears made my pillow wet, things I just heard was too much I couldn't take that, He said he regrets on me, his words echoed in my ears again and again,

He wasn't my Haz anymore, he was famous Harry Styles the one who was dream guy of millions of the girls all around the world, how he could even think of having me back in his life, Of course he didn't love me anymore, he could't risk his reputation his status by having a girl like me in his life,

he was now one of the world's biggest stars, his single movement could be caused the internet loaded with news, he was a cleberity the whome whole world look up to, and Me? an Ugly stupid unkown girl, how could he love me? why I can't understand he's not my harry anymore... my tears kept walking on my face, 

I started thinking about past I could never forget those moments, When Harry and me were so close, How could he forget about us.? We were together all the time.. That beautiful time When we were so little and tiny holding hands of each other walked on streets, Played together all day all night, In School always making mischieves and getting punishment together, always writing stupid things on blackboard and blaming others, He was so special for me and I was special for him. He always said he loved me. And he would marry me one day, He was so protective about me. Never let anyone hurt me, he never let any othe guy touch me, I still remember his fight with a senior guy of ur school who tried to touch me and kiss me harry beat him badly he was burning with anger and that guy ended up aplogizing, huhh....

but how time turned different snatching everything from me, he changed, he beacme famous and he left me all alone. He started dating other girls famous models and celebrities, He never talked to me. Never... 

And today he brought me here and then he didn't want me around? Am I a toy for him that whenever he wants to play he take me and when he is full he can throw me away, No Way, harry Styles you can't play with my life anymore, I determined to Forget him and move on, lost in my thoughts I was boiling up in my own fire, so deep in my crazy thoughts, When a knock on my door brought me back to the real world.. "Can I come in lazy head? it was Niall of course the only one who cared... I looked at him he was still shirtless wearing white shorts, and his hair were messy giving him a hot look,

''Sure,'' I wiped my tears quickly and sat up on the bed, he was moving his mouth eating chips holding two big bag of Lays in his hand, he walked to my bed and sat near me, and threw the salt and pepper flavourd chpis in my lap, he knew that was my favorite, I smiled and started crunching those salty chips in my mouth,

''So, enjoyed getting wet today?'' I narrowed my eyes at him and he laughed, ''Just kidding, I mean you enjoyed playing in the water?''

''yeah it was god,'' I said with a serious expression looking down at the bedsheet,

''hey, what happened?'' he moved my face up to him holding my chin, 

I looked up at him, his ocean blue eyes were staring in mine, he looked really depressed by watching me in condition like that,

I couldn't say anything to him but my tears told him everything, as I felt my tears rolling on my cheeks,

''hey, Lisy.... shushh... dont cry baby'' he wiped my tears trying to stop me from crying, but I cried more putting my face on his chest, I was sighing badly and heycups were coming out due to crying, I made his chest wet with my streaming tears, he didn't say a thing just covered me in his arms and I cried alot for a long time, 

he kept holding me in his arms untill my tears dried and I stopped crying, then he spoke in a soft tone putting his chin on my head and rubbing my back with his hand