They don't know about us

.Chapter.6

i had so muhc fun with them,i never axpected that they were all so kind to me, we already spent 3 days in totall  fun, we were sitting in the hall, lughters were surrounding, everybody was telling the jokes and funny stuff... Liam and dani were sitting on the coutch holding hands, Elouner and Louis were on the sofa Elouner was sitting and louis had his head on the legs,, me and niall were sitting on the carpet, ... we talked for a long time, now everybody was tired of talikng, so Liam came with another idea... and said ''Lets play Truth or Dare''

everybody in the hall shouted ''Yesssss''... i knew it was gonna be bad idea for me i looked at harry worriedly he suddenly spoke louly ''Yess.. We must play, there's alot i have to find out'' he looked at me saying that, my heart started beating fast, they all went down on the ground and sat on the carpet, Liam took the bottle and said ''I hope everybody knows the rules''

he sat down and started spinning the bottle, i felt relieved when it stopped on Elounor and Danlielle,  they both smiled, Elounor was the one who had to ask the question, so she started giggling...  and asked a silly question '' why Liam likes your curls?'' everybody laughed...  Danielle said ''Well he thinks i ahve hair like michle jacson, just kidding, he thinks i look gorgeous in curls, but i really like my hair streightend'' ... ''awww...'' everybody gave a sound,

Liam spinned the bottle again, and it stopped on me and Perrie, i looked at her with a lost expression, she gave me a dare, and asked me to kiss zayn .... i totally got frightened and looked at zayn, and said  ''I cant'' ... 

''why? is't he your boyfriend?'' she asked with a tone full of hate,

''what kind of game is that?'' I replyed with a weak voice... and stood up saying ''I dont wanna play'' but louis made it calm saying '' hey guys, Stop it, no kissing thing allowed'' 

Liam stood up saying ''Ok, we should stop playing, have alot to do for tonight's party''

I was scared and my heart was still faster, i looked at harry who was observing me, he smiled, like he came to know that this whole dating thing was fake, i looked away and went to my room... i had no party clothes, i needed a beautiful dress, cause i did't get any dress with me,

i was in my room thinking about it the moment Elounor and Danielle came there, and asked ''do you have to buy something for the party?''

i looked at them and smiled a little saying '' yess i really do''

so we got in the car and went to the mall, Perrie did't come with us. And i knew the reason, but i could't say anything... It was't my fault, zayn was doing this only for her true Love Perrie....After searching the whole mall i found a beautiful white long gown, and some jewlerry, then the girls took me to the cafe, for some fresh cold drinks...

We ordered three Cola, and sat down, waiting, tired, also need some calm down,

They both were really excited for tonight, but not me, they wanted me to talk, but I remain silent and still, bit sad... Then Danielle put her hand on mine and said ''Lisby! Are you happy, with Zayn" ??? 

I just not had alot to say "its nothing, its fake" , I replied with really sad face, she knew it!  

"ahh.. I really thought that, but! How, i mean why.? " she asked! 

Then i said "Dani, i dont know, zayn asked to act like we're dating, cause he just wants to make Perrie jealous, he wanna suprise her at the party" 

Elouner spoke hearing all this "I know, but, why dont you really date someone? I mean i never saw with someome" 

Danielle quickly said, " yeah! We have alot of cool boys in group, and they all really like you," 

" No! I dont wanna date anyone,im really happy the way i am" . " I just, dont believe in Love anymore" i replyed in hurry, 

They both were looking at me with all their care, and affrection. But... The person i always Loved, was never mine, how could i think of loving someone else, 

Then they started talking about other issues...

After having some fresh cold drinks we came back at the beach cottage,

Preparations, everywhere lights and glitters and roses and heart balloons.. It was amazing..

I came to my room... Threw the stuff i bought,on my bed and just went to washroom..

Ran some water on my face and looked at myself in the Mirror, 

It was the same face, Harry used to smile at. It was the same eyes, harry used to love, 

It was the same lips harry used to Kiss... Ahhh... I still remember when he kissed me for the first time, we were really little, in 5th grade, just 10 years old, with little hands holding each other, playing with other friends.. Fell something inside, really strong, a wave of thrill in stamach that took us falling in Love, that day i totally realised i was in Love, my First love, and he felt the same.. After Playing all day, we were on our way back to home, really beautiful evening, sun set, autumn leaves were on the road and we were on our bicycles. when he constantly looked at me, then he suddenly stoped., i looked at him and also stoped, and asked "what happend hazza?" he left the cycle and went near a tree and called me,i slowly walked to him, he took my hand and looked in my eyes with his green eye balls and said "Lis, I think, I Love you"

.... 

I was totally surprised, my heart started beating really fast, also my breath, and my whole body began to shiver, i knew it, it was true love, that i felt. 

He came closer, touched my face, and kissed on my neck, kissed on my cheak, and kissed on my lips, really hard, really tight, really long. As we were lost in love, it was the first kiss of both of us,  

He asked me "do you love me?" 

I hugged him with tears in my eyes and said "I love you haz," "I really Love you"

I Still remember how his lips softly touched my lips for the first time, that feeling was so precious, nothing can ever take over that feeling, 

I loved him,I love him, and i will always love him, i can never forget how we grew up with these feelings, strong emotions we felt for each other, i can never forget, never,

But he forgot everything,he really did, Now he's famous with thousands of girls around him all the time,he does't even like to talk to me, but im still in love.

I was in wasroom Still staring at my face in mirror with running water, lost in my toughts, and the past,

But a Knock on the door brought me back to the reality, I came outside from the washroom, it was perrie, and really angry, now i had to listen some more... Not again.... This was my life, where everone could humilate me anytime,  

She said "are you really dating Zayn" ? "cause i dont think he ever loved you, he still loves me" 

I looked at her and said, "if you already know it.then Why your asking.?"  

She came a litle closer looked into my eyes and said "have you been crying? " your eyes telling me, oh, but sorry zayn is mine" he's just doing this because the fight we had, now he wants to make me jealous, but im not, im really not"  

"thats good for you" i replyed.

She was telling me some more hate words but suddenly zayn came there he did't even look at perrie and straight came to me tried to kiss me, seeing this perrie ran away crying, i pushed him away, and said "what did you do? What the Hell is this" he said "calm down,lisy, i did't kiss you, i just acted like i did , now she'll be more jealous, haha." Thanx" saying this he also went outside hapily.... And soon i heard perrie's Voice from outside telling everyone that zayn kissed Lisby.. 

It was getting worst, what if harry heard all that, ahh...