They don't know about us

.Chapter.5

I came into my room with crazy thoughts in my head,...harry harry harry.... only harry in my mind, ''why i cant get over these feelings'', i tought, it had been years he left me, he forgot me, he entered to the world where he had no place for me in his hear or in his life,..but why could never i move on... I must had move on, it was enough, it was really enough...

i just cried again, Forgetting him was like death to me..and ran out of my room.. came into the hall.. where everyone was just watching Tv, laughing, some are dancing, everyone having Fun, living their life.. but me yeah i was the only one alone, then i saw harry he was talking to his new girl.. I looked at him with an angry face full of hate, he looked back at me, and all his smile vanished,I stood there for some time realised how he played with me all the time. he just wanted to make me jealous, or he seriously never cared,'but what was even wrong with me? how can i ruin my life because of him, I cant let my life burn everytime just because of one persone, who never loved me....' I tought, and  just went out the hall outside... in the open air of beach...looked on the sky, the shining moon and twinkling stars made that really beautiful, i felt much better now, i closed my eyes and took a deep breath and felt the momemnt,

''You still like to watch moon and stars?'' a heard a voice from the back i turned, it was harry, standing right behind me, his face was spot and his hands were in the pocket,

I just Could't say anyting, I looked on the ground and tried to go from there.. but he held my hand, and said, ''You did't answer''

I looked in his eyes.... those Big green eyes that were dark in the night and pushed my hand away saying,  ''I dont''

''What? But you always liked to talk to the stars and moon... Dont you.?'' he was smiling

I looked at his face and i said..'' so how do you you remember that..? ''

he stoped smiling and came closer.. held my hands again and said '' what do you think ? ''

I pulled my hands from his hands and said '' I think, I dont care''

his smiling face suddenly chnaged into anger, his lips begain to tremble and a vein poped out in his neck, ''Really? you dont care?''

I looked at him with tears in my eyes and Just walked from there saying, ''Just leave me alone''

i ran to my room, and cried, then i wiped my tears, locked the door and changed my cloths, just wore a night gown, and and lay on the bed, closed my eyes, and tried to forget everything, soon my teary eyes became sleepy, and i fell asleep.

Next morning i woke up with an alarm , i got up rubbing my eyes, i felt a strnage pain in my stomach, it was not pain, i was hungry, i did't eat anything last night, went to washroom cleaned up, and took some clothes from my bag. i picked a pink top with a white heart on it, for the bottom white shorts looked pretty, i wore them quickly and on my feet i wore a pink sandle, combed my hair and went out of the room,

everybody was on the breakfast table, they stopped for sometime and looked at me, I looked at them nervously and tried to smile, then i went to kitchen to make some tea,

''Vas Happenin ..Oh Coffee.? For me? Thanx.'' zayn came there and took the cup of my tea,

'' I dont drink caffee, its tea, '' i said smiling, he gave me the cup back, and smiled.

'' Lisby, Sorry for the last night. i was so upset, i dont even remember what the hell i said and did''

'' Its ok, i knew that you were feeling not good'' i said that and took a sip of the hot tea,

'' I know you cant love me, i cant love you, but... still we have to act like we're together, its only to make perrie jealous, please can you help me? maybe just for one day? '' he said all that with a really sad face,

'' okay, I will... '' i replied smiling,

'' actually i have planned a surprise for perrie, first i'll make her a little jealous, then I'll tootally surprise her', but i just need you help.''

''yeah, its so sweet, Ofcors I'll help you''

''Oh, Thank you so much...'' he said happily,

'' no problem,'' i said smilimg lightly,

''Ok.. Now come with me outside. And take my hand.''

i looked at him nervously, he smiled saying, ''dont worry, it will be fun'' he blinked his eye, and grabbed me to the hall, we came ouside smiling and holdinhg hands,

Everybody suddenly stopped and stared.. with wide open eyes and opened mouths,

''meet my girl She's awesome Right.?... Im just in love with her'' he said that kissing my hand, everyone seemed like a bomb had just burst or something, i was watching their chnaging faces it was really funny, then suddenly my eyes looked at Harry, he Was like so damn angry. he looked at me with his fully  open eyes...and stared at me with his full anger. And walked away from there.

''Ok sweetie.. See u in a minute.'' zayn walked on the side sayig taht, i looked around everybody now looking at me like i was the one who was wrong, I saw perrie, she was staring at me with all her hate, i could not take that long and walked outside on the beach, Niall came after me,

''What is it? What are you doing?'' he looked trashed a bit angery.

''what have i done?'' i asked him quite seriouly,

''zayn only using you, stupid'' he said that witha solid voice,

'' he just wanted some help niall, whats wrong in it,?''

'' i know, he 's not a bad guys but he's doing this just for perrie he does't love you'' he clarified,

i smiled, '' i know everything Niall, he told me, dont worry,''

''i just dont want you to get hurt lisy, but if its ok with you then fine,'' he said quite polietly now,

''ok, what we're doung today?'' i asked him with a loud cheering voice, he smiled and said,

''swimming....... and vollyball on the beach yeahhhh!!!''

'' thats great, i love it, '' 

soon everybody came out with beach balls, and started throwing on each other, they also played with me, we had a great time laughing and playing, it was really amazing and fun. we played for hours, made two teams, Louis, Liam, Harry, Perrie and Danielle were team A... Niall, Zayn, me, Elouner and josh were team B, we played 3 long matches , we won the first round, and they won the second, third round was the final round, we played well, me and zayn did not let anyone take our goal and at last we won the March, we shouted And niall, Zayn both lifted me up, cause the winning throw was mine harry could't reach and we won, i was laughing so hard, zayn and niall had lifted me up oon their shoulders, then they both said Lisby your he Best, i put me down and everybody gave a high five to me, i was smiling, it was one of the best moments of my life, but when i looked at harry my smile faded he came to me and looked at me with a really strange manner that i could't understand, he walked away without saying anything... 

i just ignored him and went to others...