Between Shadows: The Boy Who Found Heart in a Doctor's Heart.

Chapter four: Cook and Clean

Seungkwan 

Running away from Seunghyun is best idea as I hit both of him and cartman on head and ran away along with the seashore, something hit me and I tripped over injuring myself, that's when I found a cottage thinking that it's an  abandon house,I entered in it and the moment I jumped inside from the window of kitchen,a alpha opened the main door, calling out for me. 

His dark black eyes is scary as he told me to get out but I can do everything for to have permission to live here even offer myself so I did but alpha refused it, giving me home to live under,his clothes to wear and I even slept beside him,a pillow in between,I know alphas like cute omega,an obedient,submissive omega who would do whatever alpha told them to do,so I will do whatever alpha will tell me to do. 

" Thank you.." I muttered as I fall asleep beside alpha,whole room smells like a apple and smoke, even the clothes,an handsome alpha with a hot scent. Alpha is handsome with a sharp jawline,husky voice, wide thin lips and calming presence,when he spoke his voice gruff,his adam apples goes up and down but I tried to put myself to back to sleep instead of admiring sleeping alpha. 

I don't know for how long I have been sleeping but when I woke up again alpha wasn't in the bed,while I was sprawled on it,like it's mine. I sat up every memory from last night came flooding,me running for freedom and then finding handsome alpha. 

I stand up fixing loose pant of alpha to go out see if everything is okay,it looks like it's a afternoon,so I checked the time and it was past lunch time,did alpha let me sleep for that long? Did I sleep for so long? I opened the window to see an alpha with muscular body carrying a omega who is bleeding, as the alpha cried, alpha who had helped me was there,I couldn't make what they are talking but they are, taking omega inside,as the tan alpha with pointy nose assured alpha with omega. 

" Kwannie shouldn't see this instead he should clean the house." I said to myself dragging my eyes away from the balcony which is gloomy with sadness,a flower dying, everything looks saddened there. 

I closed the window gate, turning to see alpha's king sized bed,I was sleeping just a moment ago,will the alpha mind if I use his water? No of course he will not. I thought as I went to washroom last night alpha had showed me, respecting alpha's privacy by not using the en suite of his room, leaving with alpha is as dangerous walking with wolfs when you are little lamb, it's the same as killing you,but,I am dead,what more he can do? Kill me? Take me forcefully? Make me do something I don't like? Since mamma died I am doing what I don't like. Nothing matters but I want to live,see the sunlight and wish under the tree to become husband or papa. 

Mamma said she wished for me under the tree and that I will find my alpha when it will rain in spring like yesterday night." What should Kwannie doesn't first?" I asked myself looking at the big mirror which was in the alpha's room,a guitar in the corner of the room just beside the window from where I was seeing the scene unfolding. 

Guitar looks so good but I should not touch alpha's thing and I walk out of room,fixing pants on my hip," Kwannie should cook first,then clean kitchen then do the bed." I talked, thinking what should I cook , looking into the cabinets,there was a recipe book in bold blue letters 'vernon's favvy food.' was written and I guess it's alpha's name and favourite food book. 

I opened the book to find it empty, nothing inside it was written,by the little reading I can do, whatever mamma had taught,I can read well enough to know what was written on the cover,it does says recipe book, Vernon's favvy food. 

" Now what Seungkwan would do? Of course he will cook his favourite because food is important." I said, taking rice from the under cabinet and washing them,when I put them in a boiling water to let it cook,I went back to the window back in alpha's room,a curiousity of what had happened to the gorgeous omega and Big alpha in the balcony, only to see them kissing each other,so softly,so loving,I regretted it instantly,I have never been kissed so loving,does anyone had ever loved me? 

I hit my head," bad Kwannie, you should not dream just go and clean," I said out loud to myself,when the voices in my head rings in my ears,I feel less lonely,less self conscious,a little less is better than too much, even a moment of happiness can make me feel at peace,I will to live, to see sunlight,to wish under the tree like my mom had,meet my alpha who will appear on the day it will rain in spring but will he love me after all I am just a mere sex worker,a laugh broke out of my lips at the thought of that one time King had send a guards to shut down brothel but instead of doing what King had said they get some money had some fun with sex workers and left,but their leader had announced that I am his favourite and since then he will visit everyday,now I am not at brothel he will be furious at Ezra Blackwell the owner of Whispers of Eden, where I was born and supposed to die. 

I found a broomstick, starting from fixing alpha's bed to cleaning his room after giving into my intrusive thoughts I touched the guitar, playing a string but it's sharp looking dangerous,yet I felt proud when a melodious sound came I made from guitar, cleaning the dust from guitar I put it back doing the same with book self in alpha's room near the mirror, cleaning alpha's each book putting them back,most of them are related to medicine except for few like stolen years, hidden fears which is a romcom, alpha's room represents his calm demeanor from what I have observed last night. 

" Now this room is done, should Kwannie clean another room? No, that is not open you should not open it." I said, turning to kitchen to stir the rice and cut the vegetables and solely focus on cooking rice and side dishes. 

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It's almost sunset when alpha came home, while I admired the couple in the balcony,in the starting they were laughing together then they talked seriously about something as they started to kiss and I shut the window, going to the main door to greet alpha,I ran to him stopping just before colliding into him,I smiled at him brightly,his face same looks like a he has never smiled, neither he returned my smile,I didn't mind as I began to speak. 

" Kwannie clean the house,cooked food ... Kwannie ate some too,I hope you won't punish him for that..will you?" I asked, thought made me tremble as I made a beeline to took off running if he tried to hurt me I can slip under his legs and ran away just like how they did on musical drama once mamma took me to. " No," he said, disappearing into his room, removing his shirt to show off his back,his back is so milky white like white chocolate, mamma used to make for Kwannie,my vision blurred as I wiped the tears which betrayed me and slip out of my eyes. 

I began to serve food for alpha,on the dinning table he has joined to the kitchen counter,with two stools,kitchen wasn't big like the one we he in Whispers of Eden but it cute,feels like a spring,like a happiness and I loved it in here in the kitchen. 

" Today, you can sleep in Maa's room, don't sleep beside me." I nodded at alpha as I gave him pumpkin soup, toast,rice and omellet with meat. Alpha chew on it,as I stare at him. 

His face is so nonchalant,as if he doesn't mind anything happening around him until or unless he gets food to eat.