Between Shadows: The Boy Who Found Heart in a Doctor's Heart.

Chapter eleven: In danger

Seungkwan 

My back stiffen as I saw Gun in the room, Vernon put his hands on my back ,as he coaxed me to get inside,I did with trembling legs I sat in the corner of canteen trying to avoid,hide myself from Gun."Capybara,you wait here..me and Jihoon will bring dishes to eat lunch." Vernon said,as he patted my hair,and left with his older brother.

I sat near the window, Wonwoo beside me as Chan sat in front of him on the other side of table,hands in hands,they stare at each other, like no one other then then exist in this world,why they love each other so much? Wonwoo said he had met Chan during the wedding ceremony and before sometime at gatherings which he had attended with his dad, a royal gatherings, like wedding of Dutch Seungcheol with prince Joshua, crown prince's ceremony and other gatherings like that. " Kwannie,will it be fine if I take foxy with me for a moment? Will you be fine alone?" Chan asked,his eyes shimmered with hope that I will say yes,the older alpha surely is sweetest, sometimes he acts like spoiled alpha but look out for everyone. 

" Of course.. Kwannie can wait. He isn't a baby to be scared alone." I joked,but every nerve in me screamed to tell them not to leave me, that I am baby, that I am scared of going back to brothel, that I am scared of them finding out I came from brothel, what if they ain't like Vernon and judge me? What if after seeing Gun, Vernon starts to feel disgusted of me? What if he stops listening to me stop calling me Capybara,stop patting my head? 

" Oh,no no... you are my baby for real,I will die to have a baby like you who is teenager like you." Wonwoo said, kissing my hair,he says it all the time that he wants a baby like me,he surely is good to me. " If you and hyung have something going on, even if not whenever you marry I want to be one to walk you down the aisle." Wonwoo said,as Chan coaxed him to stop talking and walk with him, that he wants to give him something,a surprise. 

I nodded, will anyone would marry Kwannie? No,why would they? I am epitome of darkness,a person who was born in darkness, supposed to die in darkness,the person who takes everyone's bad side,the side they feel shameful to show other with others darkness,with others shame,how can I live purely? No person who came out of coal mine will have not black colour on him, and then I am born in darkness,by the darkness, from the darkness,a sickening soul who carried me,loved me till her last breath had seen darkness too. 

I glanced at Vernon and Jihoon, arguing over something as they waited for cook to give them dishes so we could eat, someone appeared beside them taking Vernon with him as Jihoon came to sit on the table, sitting opposite of me,to look outside. I kept my head low, between my hands on table,until everyone returns and it get crowded or Gun leaves,why don't he go and eat somewhere else? 

My legs bounced,I felt nauseous as my head spinned and heart beated in my chest harshly,my limbs going numb as Jihoon asked," you okay, dear?" I nodded,but my paleness gave away that I am not okay,but he didn't ask me further, looking outside of window, waiting for his brother and Wonwoo to return. 

" Sweetheart,is that you? Or am I dreaming of seeing you?" A voice I know too well said, I looked up knowing I can't hide anymore,my vision blurred but I kept my tears held, looking at everywhere but man's ugly face,he has lots of scar,his skin tan from working in the sunlight,he has sharp jawline and smirk of narcissist,as he put his hand on back of my neck, squeezing it to make it pain. " Lee Jihoon,am I right? Only omega son of doctor Lee?" He asked Jihoon,confidence dripping from him as he extended his hands to the Jihoon to shake, Jihoon shaked hands with him. " Yes,I am..and who are you?" Jihoon asked him turning to me as his brows knitted toghether," you know him?" Jihoon asked me. 

" Of course Kwannie know me,every inches of me very well. No one know me better than him, right sweetheart?" He asked,his voice ran shiver down my spine as I wished to someone to safe me,but who can fight him. " Can I sit here and eat?" He asked to Jihoon,who rolled his eyes but Gun is manipulative as he added " please, it's been a while I saw my kwannie." 

I wanted to scream that I am not his Kwannie, that he should remove his hands from my neck,but I did nothing as he sat beside me, hands on my back which finds its way to my thighs,as Jihoon stood up to look for everyone,I wanted to tell him to not to go.

" Wait wait.. Kwannie will come with you.." I insisted but Jihoon didn't saw my uncomfortablness,I don't blame him, Gun's handsome smile can fool anyone. Jihoon shook his head," no it's fine you have chat with him. I will be back in minutes after getting this lovebirds and busy man." I wanted to call him back,ask for help but my throat seized as I saw Jihoon's figure disappearing into distance. " Where have you been sweetheart? I missed you and your tight hole." Gun whispered into my ears,his rough hands traveling into my white tunic and yellow cardigan I wore above it. White plains shirt was off alpha while cardigan was of his mother. 

" Please leave Kwannie alone..I was sold to alpha, he is dangerous." I said trying to shoo him away as his hands twisted my nipples,tears fought with my ears to slip but I didn't let them, tears means weakness and I crying only in front of mamma or alpha. 

" Which alpha of Lee family? Chan, Seokmin or Vernon..I guess it's the last one, other two are married." He said coming more closer, his hand resting on my inner thighs of left side as he whispered in my ears. " Does Lee even speak to you? Dangerous my foot..he can't even hurt ant like his sexy mother. It's shame she is dead now." Gun said,from the paintings of her and the times Vernon had talked about her,I know she is good human being, a best mother and kind soul and seeing Gun talk about her snap something in me. 

" Don't talk about her like that  Kwannie will kill you." I said regretting it immediately as he slapped me across the cheek so hard I tasted blood,my lips bleeding,his hands still touching every skin of my body,his hands burning through the comfort Vernon had wrapped me in.

" Ezra said you were sold to peagent and then ran away,he is searching for you like a mad man. I will tell Vernon what you have been doing for living, then he will kick you out," he said, sinking his teeth in my collarbone that it broke the dam of tears I have been holding back,as I struggled under Gun,my collarbone stings from his bite," please leave me." 

" Vernon will kill you." 

"Vernon,nah nah sweetheart he is the weakest alpha I have met."