I'm in Biology class & boy is time going slow!
Biology is one of my favorite subjects in school. I took advance biology just for fun but today all my head was wrapped around was my date with Matthew tonight. I want to cuddle him in my arms & tease each other in my bedroom, give him my long kisses & exchange compliments to each other like we used to at the beginning of our relationship but ever since we started having sex everything has changed, he's changed.
No he hasn't. It's all in my head!
Or maybe it's me?
I take my iPhone out to check if I've gotten any messages from Matthew but instead I get one from my mother telling me she will be out late.
Distracted, I pick out my notebook and scribble around on it, doodling, doing anything to keep me from thinking of Matthew. It seems Mat is all I think about and it has to do with the fact that I am lonely and kind of sadden by the thought that I know him and I aren't really working out these couple of weeks. I want to think it's me but I don't know exactly what I'm doing wrong except maybe letting him walk all over me. Letting myself be his doormat.
My thoughts were interrupted when a familiar scent from earlier creeps my way. It's her again. She sits next to me & hands me a note.
"You dropped this when you bumped into me. Don't worry I didn't peak" she half smiles.
It was Mathew's note from earlier, I give her a nervous smirk. She picks up her hair & I can't help noticing the tattoo behind her ear. I can't make out what it is but it looks like a symbol. "My name is Victoria by the way."
She looks away.
"I'm Leo..." I stare at my pencil trying to avoid eye contact.
"So tell me..." she says & streches out her arms over her head.
"Tell you what?" I try to keep a straight face still keeping my eyes on my pencil, i play with it, paying close attention to it but recognized I might seem insane staring down at it so I start writting down on my notebook.
"Are you a Leo?" She tries to kill the tension with a joke. It was not funny at all but I laugh out of pitty & give her a smile.
"God no!I'm a libra...I can't stand Leos" She glances at me & I look away, she makes me uncomfortable.
"hey! We are practically brothers. I'm an aries. That's the symbol you were looking at a couple minutes back." She turns to her side and gives me a closer look at her tattoo. Its pretty neat,its in white ink & not to big.
"My mom would freak out if she found out. Anyway,this Mathew guy,he your boyfriend?"
Do you plan on hitting on him? What are your intentions? How the hell do you know his name?! Did you read the note?!
"We've been together ten months..." I pout & look away, hinting that I am his. "Where are you from?I've never seen you before?"
"Pretty deep in the relationship. I'm gay if you're wondering & I'm from Puerto Rico, I moved here about two weeks ago & my mother enrolled me in this school."
She intimidates me & for a second I thought I could be confident. She's very pretty, her lashes flow neatly & she has beautiful eyes. Mine are brown & my hair is dull, when I try curling it my hair falls flat & it's annoying, unlike her I have a small petite body & she has curves. Shes perfect & I'm just as average as anyone.
I shouldnt be so jealous I'm pretty too.
"Are you alright?"
"Me?Yeah....why?"
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Lost in you(Lesbian Story girlxgirl) slowly editing
RomanceLeo is an over thinking,hopeless romantic inlove with 10 months relationship boyfriend Mathew but with his actions is becoming sick and tired of him.She wasted her first semester focusing on Mathew's wants & needs & forgot to enjoy her last senior y...