Love Trials

CHAPTER 33- FIRST DAY

Sapphire's POV:

Classes starts romorrow and I am in no mood to go to school.It has been 2 weeks already, is Harold trying to kill me? Because believe me I am slowly dying inside, I just want to get rid of all of this pain right now and try to focus on my studies to make other people proud of me instead of them giving me pity looks.

I don't need those pityful looks from other people, this is why I just want to lock myself up inside my room so no one gives me pity. I just feel so helpless right now, and I don't have the strength to lock myself down, I've become so weak in a tiny time span. 

And I hate every second of it.

I don't naturally feel like this, its just that I still haven't accept the fact that Harold is not coming back.

With the thought of him leaving me alone sent my eyes a new set of tears.

Why won't this goddam tears stop? Aren't they tired of falling? Isn't my heart tired of pain? 

Right now I am lying on my bed, as my thoughts drifted back to Harold, I just can't let a heart break destroy the whole life in front of me. I have to get over this and I will.

I wiped the tears that once clouded my vision, and swore to myself that I won't let any other guy destroy the dignity left inside of me.

And just like that I was slowly drifted to sleep.

***

I groaned as my alarm went on. Stupid alarm!

I rub my eyes and yawned, then slowly got out of bed then stretch my limbs. I went to the bathroom and stared at my reflection.

What the hell has happened to me?

My eyes are bloodshot red from a lot of crying, my cheeks full of dried tears, my lips form into a permanent straight line and I have become thinner.

I sigh then think better to take a shower so I wouldn't be late on my first day of school, I don't want to get detention.

I took a shower, taking my time to let the cool water get to me, hopefully to take away all the pain with it. The cool water helped me soothe my mind, and I relaxed a little bit with the help of water.

After a couple of minutes I decided to turn off the shower and brush my teeth. Today I decided to wear a tank top then a black cardigan and some black skinny jeans with a pair of my new vans.

I concealed my eye bugs and applied powder to hopefully cover some of the redness on my cheeks. I flick the mascara brush over my lashes to give it more volume and so that my eyes won't look too tired from all the crying, then I decided to settle with my favorite lip gloss.

I watch my reflection again then shrugged "This is as good as it can get"-I muttered lowly as I took my back up and other belongings heading downstairs to eat breakast.

***

Right after breakfast I went out.

 I want inside my car to head to school, since Amanda has already a new car. 

I drove my way to school as the loud music of One directions Wonderwall.

Thank God! I arrived at school without being late and 5 minutes to spare.

I sigh happily when I see a familiar red head " Mandy! Over here!"-I yelled as I wave my hand so she could see me. When she caught sight of me her face brightens then she immediately hugs me.

"I miss you"-she stated as she pouted.

I just chuckled at her crazy anticts but replied nonetheless " I miss you too"

She smiled in response as she intertwined our arms together as we started heading towards the school ground.

***

I checked my schedule and my smile even widened (if that's possible) I got English as my first subject followed by Science then finally recess.

I can still survive this.

Me and Amanda went straight ahead to our classroom since we got almost every subject together execpt math, arts and research.

We took a seat in the second row in the still uncrowded room. My eyes roam the whole room as I search for a familiar brunette and sigh happily when I haven't got a glimpse of him.

A lot of students have entered and there is still no sign of him.

That's when it hit me, we have different schools.

The teacher entered "Alright class, settle down. My name is Monnette Aldea, you can just call me Miss A for short. Today I want you guys to introduce yourselves to mee, well to your new classmates as well.

Her eyes scan the room and her fingers pointed to me as she said " You go first miss.."

"O'Connell, I'm Sapphire O'Connell"-I said confidently as I smiled brightly at her. She smiled as she contoured Mandy to continue.

She gracefully stand up and smiled shyly as she introduced herself " The names Amanda Ellison"

After Amanda introduced herself I did not bother to listen as other students started introducing themselves since I already know almost everyone in this room. I look at our teacher, she is a very lovely girl. She looks calm and composed. Her eyes smiling brightly with happiness, her cheeks a tint of pink and her lips formed a curve which meant she is smiling.

The next thing I knew I am already listening her lecture about our topic for this morning, as I scribbled some notes onto my notebook.

So far my first day hasn't been so bad.

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