it beats me to the bone
how to straighten my feelings out
or explain how overcultivated this soil is
how to tell all of them
that fear of mine seems invincible
that every tiniest thing in this world i look at, seems to be much more stronger than me myself
that little did i know, o man,
and have been chasing God knows what
how to put into words feeling of sinking.
you know, lana del rey has a song and
told me once
honey, I can't help but feel somewhat like my body marred my soul*
and now i can see she is truly right
cause everything inside me
Is desacralized ever since
