Two Versus Danger.

| Chapter 17 |

!! Trigger Warning !! Speaks of disorders, speaks of medication,

"Why can't you just leave? It won't be for that long; plus you're healthy," Adam scowled and seemed angry, yet forgetting that I'm in the hospital.

"I want to make my mother happy and if that means being confined in this room for the next week then so be it," I didn't care if he was upset by my words- well I was sorta- but he needed to understand that I wouldn't always say yes to his every command and to be head over heels for him.

"But you always used to do it-"

"When my reasons for being in the hospital aren't as serious," getting pissed now by his lack of understanding.

Adam ended up being a crybaby and leaving like he was the main character and everyone was going to pick his side... or it was that Adam
Hadn't slept in a while. Either way, I was feeling like all my muscles weren't responding; apart from the shoulders up, and I am going to stay in this damn prison until they send me out. Adam's a joke sometimes, but I don't care right now; apparently Amber and Isabella were going to come soon so they'll just be my friends if necessary.

I sat there thinking about what I was actually going to do in this bed; for god knows how long and wondered what my mother was doing at this point in time.

"Adam just walked past us; everything okay?" Amber said, relaxing and clenching her hands in a hello manner.

"Yeah everything's fine... Adam just wants me to escape the hospital" sighing a little as both of them take a seat and I noticed Isabella had a small corner shop plastic bag with her "What did you buy?"

"The president's head, raw and decapitated with precision!" placing the plastic bag on my thigh as I grinned a little, "Sadly joking. We got some lunch on the way here so eat up"

"Especially you, mm, let me spoon feed you it" Amber giggled slapping Isabella, and she looked traumatised, in a joking way.

Those two were always giggling and joking around with each other; I felt a twinge of jealousy, to say the least. For example, Adam and I never acted that way, and it was just awkward between us. Sometimes I wish I had never kissed him and became his boyfriend, but it was the only one who openly said they love me and I'm emotionless. I'm using Adam to make me feel any kind of happiness in my dark personality; maybe I should just stick to my rock music and break up with him. Adam's got so many more options than dating a person like me and currently I'm not even able to make him happy by spending time with him.

I'm a shit boyfriend and I need to accept that.

Apart from my darkened thoughts, Amber and Isbella were there when I was lonely and they were entertainment. They always made me half-smile, a spiritual message that my life wasn't terrible and that I shouldn't be sorrowful. They also fed me during this time together because of my inability to use my hands or let alone feel them; making jokes like 'here comes the aeroplane' and giggling. I acted differently when speaking with them and I wouldn't hesitate on how acted, like they were matching my freak.

Especially Isabella; her dark humour was something to admire; she had no lack of confidence and was always open. I couldn't tell if it was because of her Aspergers; the older term for autism, or it was just something she was natural in. Another thing was that I've never met someone with autism before; luckily, she gave me more of an insight on how she acts because of it. Interesting to learn other abilities.

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Isabella and Amber were studying for an upcoming test they had- I came along for the extra learning- and were speaking about the issue with people saying they have all these disorders but they're just a prick. The part that I didn't get was all these abbreviations they were using, like ASD, OCD, ADHD. There were more, but they used the proper word, like Depression, other than that it was all so confusing to me.