Two Versus Danger.

| Chapter 18 |

!! Trigger Warning !! None today ☺

"You're kidding right? Y-You've got to be joking... nemA?" my voice getting shakier by the words of nemA; not wanting to believe what he's said. Adam cheated...?

"ł'₥ ₴Ø ₴ØⱤⱤɎ, Ɏī₭àØ..." Coming closer and giving me a hug; although it wasn't a warm hug, it was cold and sent shivers down my spine. Yet it was comforting.

A tear came tumbling down my cheek for the first time. I've never cried. Not once. The others disciple watching my tears silently run down my face like the finish line of a marathon. I don't want to believe either of these things are happening to me. I'm not weak... and I'm certainly not fearful...

"Ɏī₭àØ. ₩Ɇ ₩łⱠⱠ ₳Ⱡ₩₳Ɏ₴ ฿Ɇ ₮ⱧɆⱤɆ ₣ØⱤ ɎØɄ; ₱ⱠɆ₳₴Ɇ, ⱤɆ₥Ɇ₥฿ɆⱤ ₮Ⱨ₳₮," nemA ruffled my hair and hummed into my head to comfort to me. Sadly, I still felt like the world was crumbling around me.

At least I had people nearby to comfort me while I wept my way through the rest of the time that it would take for the shortbread to cook. I felt my body aching and my muscles contracting in ways that didn't feel normal.

"₮ⱧɆⱤɆ, ₮ⱧɆⱤɆ..." nemA mumbled as he pat my back and set us both onto the floor, letting out some hics that would be from a baby pup; "Let everything out..." the other disciples joined in with the hug and, in parts, it made my heart warm again.

Was I not good enough? I swear I read 20 books on how to be a wonderful boyfriend...

Did I do something wrong? He would've told me if I did something wrong, like always...

Why did he leave me? All I did was behave for my mother and make sure she was happy with my recovery.

I don't understand...

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I don't know how long I was crying for or how long I was in that dreaming land for- but I woke up with my body still aching and the time being 5AM. My mind couldn't register anything apart from the fact that Adam had cheated on me. That seemed to be the only thing rolling through my mind, in which I teared up and rolled my face into the pillow.

Another few minutes went by, silent as ever, apart from my clock ticking by. The silence was killing me from the inside out, and I couldn't just sit around any longer. I did all my homework and revision, so there wasn't much to do on that part; I had also done my chores for the week. The best I did was check if my mother was still sleeping, which she was sound asleep, before I went out into the garden and stared at the flowers like a normal person.

It felt like I was being normal for the first time, if I was being honest. Staring at things was the only way to kill time and also to reflect on what I did wrong half the time I lived on this planet. I didn't let the tears trickle down, no matter how hard they tried to climb the border, just how Adam had climbed over another guy's fence in order to fuck or kiss them- I don't know but I don't want to know. I'd rather stay clueless about what things he did with the other guy, but back on the matter of things.

What did I do wrong?

People never would've guessed that Adam would be the one to cheat. Being honest, I thought so too and I thought we were perfect- a perfect couple... but I guess not. I'll have to go back to my depressing and lonely life- at least I have Isabella and Amber.

Whatever...

It doesn't matter to me what he thinks. I mean, what has he ever done for me!? I've given him so much of time and- and- just everything and in response I get a nickel worth of fucking charity and a quick kiss and hug!! Go fuck yourself Adam. I hope you realise that you've just made the biggest mistake of your whole fucking life. I won't be there to help when you cry about a big scary monster rampaging through your school again, and I'm sure your new boyfriend will be eaten alive too.