Yearning For Your False Allures

Chapter Four

Conflicted Heart
“ The easiest lie is to oneself ”

I was sleeping peacefully then suddenly‚ someone lay down beside me. It's Marceau‚ after all of the chukchakan? He'll just sleep beside me‚ is he a psycho?

He placed his big veiny arms in my waist that made us closer to each other‚ nakatalikod ako sakanya‚ ayoko muna syang harapin.

"Zera... fina..." inaantok nyang saad "Do you... like... Cezilion? Why not me..." he added‚ he's literally drunk right now "I would like to choose Cezilion over you‚ you're a womanizer!" I shouted a bit "Akala mo talaga hindi ko kayo kita kanina ni Alizandra? You two are making out‚ my heart crashed because of it's painfulness!" I shouted then pushed him. He suddenly stood-up "I can explain..." he groaned "Explain‚ what? Eh kitang kita ng dalawa kong mata." I said "Tinulak nya ako sa sulok na yun‚ sinusubukan nyang hubadan ako sa pangibaba at pangitaas‚ hindi ko sya ginalaw‚ kusa syang naungol." he explained "Explained or not explained‚ you still hurt me!" I yelled.

I woke up because of the sunlight that been kissing me. I went to the swimming area‚ the place where Alizandra and I fought. Ngayon ko lang napansin na ang nagmamay-ari pala ng club na ito ay ang mga François‚ François Club Nocturno‚ kay Florènzo ang night club na 'to.

"Good morning‚ amour!" Ishmael said "Good morning." matipid kong saad at tipid din akong nginitian sya.

I saw Marceau‚ drinking alcohol‚ ang aga pa ah? Nakatingin lang sya ng madilim saamin ni Ishmael‚ umiwas nalang ako ng tingin dito. I saw Cezilion‚ nakaupo at nainom naman ito ng kape.

"Cezilion‚ saan ka natulog kagabi?" I asked him "Uhm... yung katabi lang ng kwarto nyo." he said "Bakit? Gusto mo kay Cezilion tumabi?" sabat ni Marceau "Eh kung gusto ko‚ may magagawa ka ba?" mataray kong sagot kay Marceau "Wag mokong galitin‚ Zerafina." malamig na saad nito "Edi magalit ka‚ as if naman may pake ako sayo." I said "You're literally making me angry..." he said then carry me with a bridal-style.

"Maligo kana or gusto mong ako pa ang magligo sayo." saad nya "Mamaya na‚ I want to rest before taking a shower." I said.

Nakukulitan na sya sakin kaya dinala nya ako sa bathroom‚ he placed me in the bathtub and he slowly took off my clothes.

"You better take a bath." he said then he left. So no choice‚ I washed my body then did my skin cares.

Medyo nahiya ako ah? Pero wala naman ata syang pake sa katawan ko‚ sa katawan ni Alizandra sya may pake e‚ anong magagawa ko? Ano gagawin kung nakita na nya ang kaluluwa ko mula ulo hanggang paa?

I went to our room‚ he's not here‚ so I just wearing a clothing. I dried my hair and clamp it so it will not be chaotic.

I went to the living room‚ they don't rent any private room‚ they rent a private house instead. How rich was Florènzo? It's big‚ literally big. A night club with a private house in it‚ how much did they pay for this?

I saw Alizandra beside Marceau‚ they both smoke with a cigarettes.

Ishmael is right‚ I'm literally better than Alizandra‚ a girl? Smoking? Fuck‚ she's a bitch. I'll never ever attempt to taste any cigarettes‚ even alcohol‚ I only drink water or some juices‚ the only alcohol that I drinking in my life is wine.

"Marceau‚ give me my phone." I said then he gave me my phone "You wanna try cigarettes? It's delicious." Alizandra said "No thanks‚ hindi ako katulad ng mga kababaihan sa tabi-tabi na puro bisyo ang inaatupag‚ I'm too beautiful for that." I said "Pinariringgan mo ba ako? Ikaw na nga ang binibigyan‚ anlakas mo pang magparinig." saad nya "You're mistaken‚ I just explain my side‚ tyaka wala naman akong pinatatamaan‚ unless natamaan ka?" I said then she suddenly glared at me‚ savage ako bakit? Savage ang isang Zerafina Gutierrez.