Yearning For Your False Allures

Chapter Eight

Unseen Beauty
“ Longing to be his dream ”

"Hey‚ bitch. Wake up‚ Marceau left with your Cezilion‚ you have to take care of me!" Alizandra shouted waking me up "What the fuck? Antanda mo na ah‚ mas matanda ka pa sakin e." I said coldly "Idiot‚ I'm pregnant!" she answered "Kasalanan ko bang tumalandi ka? Referee nyo ba ako ni Marceau noong nagchuchuk-chakan kayo? Couch nyo ba ako? Ha? Idamay-damay nyo ako dyan e hindi naman ako kasama noong nagsex kayo!" sigaw ko at padabog na tumayo sa kinauupan sa kama at bumaba ng hagdan.

I cooked a hotdogs‚ fried egg and fried rice for her then I gave her a juice.

"Yan na po‚ madamè‚ may utos pa po ang juntis?" tanong ko "Oh‚ your dish taste good‚ clean our room!" saad nya. So‚ magkatabi pala sila natutulog? Sabi nga dati ni Marceau sa kwartong tinutulugan ko our room hindi ko naman sya nakakasama.

Pumunta ako sa kwarto at makalat nga‚ sa daming maid dito‚ ako pa talaga ang napagtripan.

I cleaned everything‚ kahit gamit ni Alizandra. Sa paglilinis ay may nakita akong parang album‚ filled with a lot of photos. I checked it then I saw her pictures with Marceau‚ matagal na nga silang magkakilala. And I saw how Marceau smiled in those pictures with Alizandra‚ he never smiled at me like that‚ e wala panga kaming first picture.

Sa pagkakalkal ng gamit ay napapunta na ako sa dulo ng album‚ I saw two of them kissing. It's not passionate as other people think‚ it's a soft kiss. So‚ she's Marceau's first kiss? Then my first kiss is Marceau‚ wow.

I got hurt‚ but in silence. I don't them to call me dramatic‚ I'm not dramatic‚ I'm soft-hearted. I don't want a person to raise their voice‚ I don't want a person to say painful words‚ I don't want a person to talk shit behind my back.

But I handled it for so long‚ I faced my fears. Even my social anxiety‚ I cry but I don't settle. Pinababayaan ko nalang sila‚ katulad ni Marceau‚ he kept hurting me.

I saw a papers in Alizandra's cabinet‚ I just ignored it then went to the living room. I saw Alizandra using her phone‚ she's talking to someone.

"Alizandra‚ how was the plan? Mukhang nauuto mo na si Marceau ah? Can't wait to see our princess‚ I miss you..." saad ng isang pamilyar na boses sa phone call. "It's definitely good‚ nagpapauto naman si Marceau. Don't worry‚ amour... you'll meet our girl soonest‚ I miss you too..." saad ni Alizandra.

So‚ my instinct is right? Marceau is not the father‚ but who is the father of that fucking Zerafia? His voice was familiar...

Binalikan ko ang mga papel na nakita ko sa cabinet ni Alizandra‚ I read it all. It's a contract of Ishmael and Alizandra...

Ishmael Ferrari will be the unknown father of Alizandra François's daughter. They'll just use Marceau Ferrari and fool him for it's money‚ fame and especially‚ to make Zerafina Gutierrez Zhi hurt until Zerafina leave Marceau because of the painfulness that she's been feeling

Signed by Alizandra François

Shit‚ it's all a plan. Ishmael is the father‚ not Marceau. They're a fucking bitch‚ I need to plan just to defeat their plan. I don't want Marceau to hurt me and I don't want him to be hurt‚ I need to help him.

May narinig akong sasakyan sa labas kaya dumeretso nalang ako sa kung na saan si Alizandra.

Si Marceau‚ nakadating na. He kissed Alizandra's forehead‚ I wish a was the person he kissed...