Insanity

Getting Answers

It was 9:00 and I was now heading to Troubled waters after breakfast I told Cara I was helping out to get a feel of the community.I entered the hospital only to be greeted by Tracy who said"Hello Stranger "I nodded and said"Hello Tracy can,where's Lauren?".Tracy told me she was in the tv room with the other patients and with that we walked to the tv room where we saw everybody watching supernatural.Tracy walked over to Lauren and whispered in her ear and with that Lauren got up off her seat and walk over to me with Tracy.Lauren said to me with a some what hostile attitude"What do you want now"?.I look unsure but quickly replied "I need more answer and it seems your the only one who will give me them".Tracy looked shocked about the shot of confidence (as was I) but said "there's the visiting room down the hall,we both agreed and entered a small but large enough room we both sat down and then Tracy left us to it. It took me a minute to gather some of my new found confidence to speak but once I started I couldn't stop "I found these newspaper articles ,could you explain them? ".Lauren looks at the papers and says "What about them? " I think carefully about my next question before speaking "What happened to her ?".Lauren sighs and then pauses for breath before speking "Her name was Rita Bickerstaff,as you know she was a mother of two Cara and Damian Bickerstaff she was diagnosed with servre depression". I nod and say "How did she die ?. Lauren looked at me with uncertainty but countinued "She got emitted here when she was 32 Cara was 6 and Damian was 7 , she died two weeks later ".I was shocked but I let all this new information sink in then I say "How did she die ?".The only repliy I got was "Suicide some say drugs or bad medication so many people have so many theories but only certain people know the truth all  everybody  knows was that family fell apart after that ".I remained quiet as Lauren coutinued"Why are you asking me this why not ask your precious fiancee?".I was about to speak but she beat me to it "Let me guess you tried but to no avail? "I only shook my head then all I heard was "They all prefer to stay quiet and sweep it under the carpet,but trust me that family has more secrets than you will ever understand ".I understood what she was saying but I had to ask"How do you know so much?".She looked at me with the tiniest smirk before  repliyng"People talk".