My heart is aching again — I clearly knew why.
That pain’s too much for my heart to handle, that pain sank my sanity and buried my conscious plea. It's too much, that for a moment, I was lost. Not knowing what's happening nor what will happen next — all I did was cry over and over again, till it burdens my soul and kept me from being drown. Numbed by pain and tears, I was left devastated, never needing someone to talk with.
And for the past number of months, I thought I'm finally fine. I was calm enough and my heart’s steady. Ironically, that pain, all along, was buried in my heart — and tonight, I never thought I'd cultivate a half. And it's starting to ache, gone the numbness, gone the steadiness. Nevertheless, at least now, I am aware of “why” and treated it as a valid right than invalidating my heart.
It's not easy to mend this aching heart, but it's better to face this pain than live falsely in the name of “buried pain” and unanswered “why”.
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