Bairavanin Kadhali (Completed)(Under editing )

27. Something is wrong

Umaiyazh's POV

Enveloped in his embrace, his arms encircle me, my face nestled against his chest, breathing in his scent. His chin rests atop my head. I wouldn't say I'm feeling protectiveness or warmth from his arms—I am not a person starved of love. I was raised with affection and care, always sheltered.

His embrace was unlike any other; it wasn't the protectiveness found in my father and brothers' hugs, nor the warmth and motherhood of my Amma's and Anni's, not even the care and coziness of my nephew and nieces' embraces, or Maaran's playful ones. It wasn't the usual formal side hug that lacks meaning. This embrace felt like belonging, like a promise, and it's something I yearn to have for the rest of my life.

It feels comforting, and in some ways, it's an achievement that the man I've wanted in my life reciprocates my feelings and has come for me; it feels like a victory. I smiled and snuggled more into him.

After some time I heard him calling

"Oii Andha Kanni"

I pulled away slightly and looked up at him with narrowed eyes what does he mean does my eyes look like owls or what? Eruma (Buffalo)

"Ena dii moraikura thriumba mala eraporiya?"

(Why are you glaring at me de? Are you going back to square one?)

He asked me, see the problem with men they never get the point and say women are unpredictable. I glared at him and leaned more to bite his neck as hard as possible to make my teeth mark visible there this should remind him that I hate that nickname. He winced at my sudden action.

"Aaaaahhhhhhh valikuthu diii I am sure pal pathinjirukum "

(Aaaaahhhhh It's paining de and I am sure your teeth mark would be there)

I pulled away slightly and smirked at him

"It is meant to be visible and I hate that nickname ACP sir"

"Like I love the nickname you kept for me right"

He said sarcastically rolling his eyes, I glared at him and again bit his neck this time on another side, but this time his hold tightened on my waist and his fingers entered inside my loose hair and he gripped it hard to pull me back and that was pleasurable pain and his tightened jaw showed his anger? and my eyes shined that was his weak spot and he was controlling himself oh god he looks goddamn sexy now with that glare.

"Ipo solunga ACP sir, Naa ungaluku moordan nu sariyathane per vachirukein....aaaahhhhh"

(Now tell me, ACP sir, isn't Mooradan (Rugged Man) the perfect name I chose for you?.......aaaahhh)

I moaned at the end when he crushed me into him and his hand squeezed my waist hardly his grip felt like my hip would break if his hold got tighter a bit more and it pains yet I loved it...I love it when he handles me roughly and not in so gentle way maybe this nature was what pulled me more to him, I want him to own me dominate me while I retort not to get convinced easily and agree with me every time...

He inhaled deeply, his grip relaxing. The hand that was entwined in my hair slid down to cradle the back of my neck, then slowly traced the line of my neck to cup my cheek. His thumb brushed across my dry lower lip. Closing his eyes for a moment, he brought our foreheads together.

"I want to have a conversation so don't distract me now Ummai that won't end well"

His warning, delivered in a deep voice that sent shivers down my spine, paradoxically tempted me to defy it. The very idea of pushing him to the edge to see his reaction was alluring, yet I knew I had to restrain myself for the time being.

"Enna pesanum aiyaaku"

(what sir wants to talk?)

I asked him; finally, he opened his eyes, looked down at me with a smile, leaned in closer, and kissed my forehead... ah, this is surreal.

"Kovam poiducha ammaniku"

(Does madam's anger subsided?)

"Athulam pola innum konjam iruku oru orama"

(It hasn't gone anywhere; it is still there in the far corner.)

"Ena pana pogum"

(what should I do to shoo it )

"Hmm mothala convince pana kathukonga.......future la use agum"

(Hmm first learn how to convince, that will be helpful in future )

"Ohhh...Naa mattum tha convince pananuma , madam erangi vara mateingalo"

(Oh, should I be the only one to convince? won't the madam do it?)

"yes of course you are the husband and it's your responsibility"

I said and his brows knitted

"I won't take the blame when it's not my fault in any way, and you should learn to apologize. Life with me will never be a fairytale, and given our differing personalities, it's never going to be easy. You chose this, as did I, so maintaining this relationship is a responsibility we both share."

He spoke with such seriousness that I couldn't help but roll my eyes. I stepped back from his embrace, guided him to the seat, sat next to him.

"Please refrain from offering advice at this moment; I am genuinely disinterested. Let's set aside these realistic thoughts and discuss our wedding preparations instead."

I said enthusiastically and he signed

"Alright, I'll talk to your Periyanna first since I'm meeting him with Vetri sir. You discuss it with the rest of your family, and if there's any issue, call me. I'll come and speak with them."

He spoke, and I responded with a smile, wrapping my arms around his biceps, leaning on his shoulder as I replied.

"Now we are talking, and there's no need to worry. If Periyanna agrees, no one in my family would object. Aside from my mother, my family supports me because they prioritize my happiness above all else. Status won't be a major issue. I just have to endure my mother's side of the family, whom I despise, but I tolerate them for my mother's sake. Lets talk about our marriage.....

Ithu en ammakaga okay sona soo perusa interest ethum ila ipo epadiyum antha Rohit poi kuduthurupan oru panjathu panum en amma but I can handle it already annanga yarukum intha sambatham pudikala enakaga tha amaithiya irukanga......Enaku grand weding ah pathu bore adichuduchu nama court marraige panikalam nee ena solra.....

(I agreed to this marriage arrangement solely for my mother's sake, so I wasn't concerned with the details. By now, Rohit must have informed Amma, and I'm expecting a significant drama at home, but I can manage it since my brothers were already against this proposal and have been enduring it for my sake. I'm not interested in lavish weddings; would a court marriage be acceptable to you?)

You know I have some issues with court marriages too. As we are both Hindus, we can register our marriage under the Hindu Marriage Act 1955, but the requirement to publish it on a public forum for 30 days for objections, even though it might not affect us, can be problematic. Consider those who must register under the Special Marriage Act of 1954; there have been numerous outrages, including threats, beatings, and even killings, which is a clear violation of privacy. People are advocating for the removal of this clause from the act, but it's uncertain when this will happen.

That won't be our concern, but tell me, what do you think? Do you have any particular wishes for how our marriage should be?"

I asked him, and that's when I noticed he hadn't responded; he was silent.....something is wrong

Author's note

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