The Mission

Sixteen

Felix drove us back to my house in science. Am I really going to go through with this? Have I gone mad? I asked myself. Well, I went mad a long time ago sooo. It's too late to turn back. If I don't do it, they will so I may as well just do it and take my revenge. "I'll need help cleaning things out of the garage so we can do this. I don't want to get blood all over my house." I said.

Felix nodded and pulled into the driveway instead of the garage.

I headed inside with all my supplies. Jane was now back, but she still looked stressed.

I went to my garage. There wasn't much in there, some emergency food, water bottles, fishing supplies, rat poison, spare tires and random little trinkets. I grabbed a few storage bins and put the small random stuff in there.

Jane came into the garage with me. "What are you doing?" She asked.

"Cleaning things out. Setting up things so I can 'do the deed'" I said.

"Do the deed?" Jane asked, confusion on her face.

"Torture Becca?" I said bluntly.

"Do I even want to know what you are planning?" She asked.

"Just going to have fun with some good 'ol knives" I shrugged. "I'm going to keep her alive, cut out her tongue as Felix forces her to be a pet," I said blandly.

"Jesus fucking Christ Izzy, what is wrong with you?! You're human, you don't need this burden" Jane said grabbing my cheeks.

"I'm fucked in the head. I have been since my parents died and Becca fucked me over. I just don't care about things, I mean I do but I don't. I know I should have morals. And I should feel and act as if this is wrong, but to me, in this situation everything is right. And I know that's so fucked up but that is just how I feel about this stupid situation," I said with an exasperated sigh.

"Why can't you just leave this up to us?" Jane sighed.

"Because this isn't only about you Jane. My life has been a living hell since my parents passed. It's a never-ending cycle of pain and guilt. I don't want that anymore," I said.

Jane sighed. She was pissed I could just tell.

'Maybe we should've ignored you from the beginning. This is wrong'

"Well, you are stuck with me now Jane. I don't have a choice now." I said, sharp pain in my chest.

"What are you talking about?" Jane asked confused.

"Your mind. You should've just ignored me?"

"I didn't mean it like that," Jane whispered looked down immediately.

"Then how did you mean it?" I practically hissed at her.

"Never had you involved. It's just wrong. I cursed you for a lifetime living in a castle full of vampires. Never getting to leave. I don't want to you be stuck. Being forced to turn into what I am. But you are right you are now stuck and if I could go back in time, I would change everything," she said quietly.

My chest hurt when she said that. Does she really feel that way about me? "Thats the thing Jane, I don't want to turn back in time. I just want to fit in, have friends. Hurting one person is nothing. All I felt is pain and misery the past 6 months, but when you found me, everything changed. I felt like I had a purpose and felt that life doesn't have to be miserable. Please Jane, don't ruin this moment. Be by my side and don't fight me. Please," I said. I didn't realize that I was crying until Jane brought her hands to my cheeks, wiping both of my tears from each eye away. She then leaned in, and her lips touched mine.