The Mission

Sixteen

Felix drove us back to my house in science. Am I really going yo go through with this? Have I gone mad? I asked myself. Well I went mad a long time ago sooo. Its too too late to turn back. If I dont do it they will so I may as well just do it and take my revenge. "Ill need help cleaning things out of the garage so we can do this. I dont want to get blood all over my house." I said.

Felix nodded and pulled into the driveway instead of the garage.

I headed inside with all my supplies. Jane was now back, but she still looked stressed.

I went to my garage. There wasnt much in there, some emergency food, water bottles, fishing supplies, rat poison,spare tires and random little trinkets. I grabbed a few storage bind and put the small random stuff in there.

Jane came into the garage with me. "What are you doing?" She asked.

"Cleaning things out. Setting up things so I can 'do the deed'" I said.

"Do the deed?" Jane asked, confusion on her face.

"Torture Becca?" I said bluntly.

"Do I even want to know what you are planning?" She asked.

"Just going to have fun with some good 'ol knives" I shrugged. "Im going to keep her alive, cut out her tounge as Felix forces her to be a pet," I said blandly.

"Jesus fucking christ Izzy, what is wrong with you?! Youre human, you dont need this burden" Jane said grabbing my cheeks.

"Im fucked in the head. I have been since my parents died and Becca fucked me over. I just dont care about things, I mean I do but I dont. I know I should have morals. And I should feel and act as if this is wrong, but to me, in this situation everything is right. And I know thats so fucked up but that is just how I feel about this stupid situation," I said with an exasperated sigh.

"Why cant you just leave this up to us?" Jane sighed.

"Because this isnt only about you Jane. My life has been a living hell since my parents passed. Its a never ending cycle of pain and guilt. I dont want that anymore," I said.

Jane sighed. She was pissed I could just tell.

'Maybe we should've ignored you from the beginning. This is wrong'

"Well you are stuck with me now Jane. I dont have a choice now." I said, sharp pain in my chest.

"What are you talking about?" Jane asked.

"Your mind. You shouldve just ignored me?"

"I didn't mean it like that," Jane whispered.

"Then how did you mean it?" I practically hissed at her.

"Never had you involved. Its just wrong. I cursed you for a lifetime living in a castle full of vampires. Never getting to leave. I dont want to you be stuck. Being forced to turn into what I am. But you are right you are now stuck and if I could go back in time I would change everything," she said quietly.

"Thats the thing Jane, I dont want to turn back in time. I just want to fit in, have friends. Hurting one person is nothing. All I felt is pain and misery the past 6 months, but when you found me everything changed. I felt like I had a purpose and felt that life doesnt have to be miserable. Please Jane, dont ruin this moment. Be by my side and dont fight me. Please," I said. I didnt realize that I was crying until Jane brought her hands to my cheeks, wiping both of my tears from each eye away. She then leaned in and her lips touched mine.

"Does this really mean this much to you?" Jane asked.

"Yes," I whispered.

"Okay, Ill let you do this only once. Never again after this? Got it?" She said placing her hand on my cheek again.

"I promise I wont do this again please, just let me finish what I started. Okay?"

"Okay," Jane whispered

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Felix and I had finished setting up. I chuckled a bit at the work we had done.

"What?" He asked

"Eh, we just set up a classic horror movie scene," I said.

"You are really okay with doing this?" He asked

I nodded once "Im absolutely tired of that question" I mutteted. "Yes I am positive," I said at normal tone.

"Where are you going to put her?" He asked

Well crap, I didnt think about that part. I was silent for a moment looking around the room to see what I had.

"Hmm I could probably use a chair, here are some ropes," I said grabbing tangled ropes from a shelf. 

"Here untangle this," I said tossing it at him.

"Why me?" He narrowed his eyes.

"Because I will just end up cutting it to get it untangled. No patience over here," I said pointing at myself.

"Okay okay," he sighs.

We had finished setting the rest of it up. It was almost time for school. I felt nervous. Why am I nervous. I want this. Right? Yes I want it.

Jane didnt go to school that day. I dont think she wants to a knowledge that slightly a sadistic fuck. 

I headed to class grabbing a note from my bag and slid it into Beccas locker discreetly then I waited. I sat at the desk and I saw her come in. She moved over to me. "After school," she glared. Slamming the note on my desk. There were a few looks but we both ignored them.

I sat there blankly the rest of class and mostly rest of the school day. I had early release but I still waited at the school. I paced behind the woods in a little field we had near the park behind the school.

I saw her walk over, absolute disgust on her face. She stood right across from me. "What in the living hell do you want?" She asked crossing her arms.

"A truce," I said. "Im tired of fighting, arguing, hearing the same rumor over and over. You know thats damn well not true what you are saying. What can I do to make you stop this nonsense," I said. "What did I do to you to make you hate me so much,"

She looked at me blankly. "Izzy look, I dont hate you but I dont particularly like you anymore. Once your parents died you just stopped everything, stopped talking to me and my friends. And I was pissed so I did what I had to do,"

"Well Im doing what I have to do too," I mumbled in an inaudible tone.

She still looked at me blankly. "Do you not have anything to say about that?" She said snarky.

"Many things Becca. I just want peace. Please just give me peace," I said.  "What can I do to get you to stop,"

"Nothing," she said. "You hurt me,"

I looked at her ready to go off. I took a deep breath and spoke semi controlled. "I was hurting too, you were my best friend. We did everything together. You torture me every day with the stares from everyone. All the whispering, all the pointing, the many cps calls that you caused. I cant do this anymore Becc," I said.

"What are you going to do to stop me?" She asked.

"Im 100% not sorry for what I am going to do to you,"

"What in the living fuck can you do to hurt me?" She scoffed.

I looked in the distance seeing Felix. I nodded at him and suddenly Felix was behind her.

"What the fuck?!" She said moving away.

Felix grabbed her arm pulling her body to his. He injected the sedative into her arm. "There we go princess. Nighty night," Felix said.

"What... whats going on?" She asked confused but genuine fear on her face.

"Getting what you deserve," I said.

"I dont feel good," she said wobbling on her feet. Felix held her upright catching her when she fell over.

"Lets go before anyone sees. Ill meet you at my house," I said to Felix.

He nodded and lifted Becca effortlessly. Then he disappeared with Becca and I stood alone in the field.