God's Servant (Light Yagami x Depressed! Male Reader)

Chapter 13: Sex

    M/N sat in the warm bath silently, gazing at his abundant injuries. A lone tear fell down his cheek as thoughts invaded his mind.

    Light noticed the tear, reaching over the tub wall to wipe it. He asked, "What's wrong babe?"

    M/N couldn't help but laugh and softly smile sadly and quietly to himself.

    "I just," he started and stopped. "I just wish sometimes that I could go back."

    "Go back? What do you mean?"

    The H/C haired male pulled his knees towards his chest as more tears fell.

    "Go back to when I was younger," he muttered. "Back when life was happier. Back when there wasn't shit wrong with me. Back when I didn't have depression or anxiety. Back when my family was alive and happy. Back when I hadn't experienced the horrors of the world." He trailed off, quietly sobbing as his lip quivered.

    Light's brows creased and a frown formed on his lips. Seeing his lover cry and in such a state as he is, it made Light himself want to cry. He wanted to exorcise the cloud of dread that constantly surrounded the other.

    He sat back before standing up. Removing his clothes, he threw them in a corner with M/N's gown. Gently, he stepped in the tub, crouching down and pulling M/N's legs away from his chest before settling himself between them. Light took the other's arms and wrapped them around himself, leaning back into his partner's chest and resting his head on his shoulder.

    "I'm here," Light whispered into his ear. "I'll always be here." He gave a chaste kiss to his pale cheek, in turn kissing away some stray tears. "I'll always love you," he whispered again. Light used one of his hands to turn M/N's head towards him and kissed his lips softly, closing his eyes.

    After a moment, M/N held Lights face in his hand and deepened the kiss. He knew the other loved him, but he had this feeling of wanting to be with him; he had this feeling of wanting to be engulfed by him. Light was all he had left, all he had to love and be loved by.

    "Light," he muttered as he barely separated their lips. Said male opened his eyes partially to look at the one who said his name. "I want to do it," was all M/N said.

    It took a moment for Light to register what his partner said, but when it did register, his eyes widened. He leaned back a bit to get a better look at the man's face.

    "But... But you're hurt," he gently exclaimed. Sudden concern for the other's well being washed over him. Thoughts of the added pains of sex plagued his mind.

    M/N gave a gentle smile and held Light's hands.

    "It doesn't bother me. Seeing you feel good makes me feel good," he stated. He squeezed the other's hands. "Please, I want to be inside you."

    Light went silent as his eyes widened. Two thoughts came to mind. The first, he loved M/N so much, but that lead to the second thought. M/N said he wanted to be inside Light. Light had never been the bottom. What would it feel like? He's never fingered himself like that so taking his boyfriend's large cock would definitely hurt, probably rip him.

    Was he up for it?

    With little debate with himself, Light mentally nodded.

    He would do anything for M/N, the love of his life, the man he wants to rule the world with.

    Returning the lover's squeeze of his hands, he gave a shy nod.

    "Okay, if it's what you want," he said.