Ruhan Singh Rajvansh: Future king of Rajasthan
Ruhanika Malhotra: Future Queen of Rajasthan
"I hate you! I never wanted to marry you, you bloody gold digger. You and your family are same, all your fucking family members thinks about is money and pow...
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Meera came and sat next to me and then both the boys came. I am baffled, should I tell them about my life, or should I not? Maybe I could lie to them. I was panicking again after thinking about the possibility of them finding out about my previous life and what if they also treated me like my parents? What if they all hit me? What if Maa will look at me with disgust after knowing the truth? What if they all will hate me? What if they will abandon me after this? What if I had to look for another house to live? What if they will tell Ruhan Ji about it? He will kill me for sure? What if he divorces me after looking at my scars? What if they would feel disgusted after knowing the unforgettable scars on my skin and mind?
I can never forget these scars and the nights that I had to spend with them. The brutality of my parents on me and the numbness of the scars. After a few years, I forgot the pain. The only thing I could see was the hate my parents have for me and the reason is still unknown. After a few years, I thought these scars were my only friend who would not leave me because everybody does but them. They stayed with me and made me look like the ugliest person in the world. People think I am a beautiful girl but no I am the ugliest with a lot of emotional and mental baggage.
I don't know what I did to my parents when they behaved like this with me. The only thing I ever wanted to become was a good human being. I always tried to be the girl they wanted me to be. And currently, I am still changing myself to become the person they want me to be. I don't know why I want to please them. But maybe there is some part of me who still crave their love. I have always been the people pleaser and I still am one. It's like a default setting. I have been good to people and respect them. I do not want to hurt anyone with anything. I do not want to become a liar. I want to tell everything to them but I am scared of the consequences. I love them and I also want them to love me.
"Bhabhi.. you do not have to think about anything. Just relax and breathe. We are with you. We will not judge you and we will always love irrespective of the reason. So, do not take stress. It is not good for your health." Rudra said with concern and I looked at him and he blinked his eyes in assurance. He is always the silent one. He always talks less and listens more. But his assuring me made me feel good somewhat.
"Ruhi, bacha. Tell me what is the matter." Maa said and she was on the verge of crying. I would not be able to tell anyone except her about me. If everyone here would listen to my story, it would make me uncomfortable.
