CLAUDIAS POV
Today. It's today.
I get to see the person I am in love with today. I have so many emotions and I can't wait to see the boys and America! Like I am going to the place I have dreamed of for years. I packed everything all the stuff I would have if I were to live there. I can't wait to get out of this tiny apartment. It sucks balls I am going to miss my sister and mum so fucking much but I have to do this for me. In my life my goal was to do stuff for other people to make them happy and make them feel good about themselves. So now I am doing it for me and it feels weird going knowing that it makes other people sad. I get up and chuck on my plane clothes. I have nicer clothes and makeup to do when I am in the car with James. I wanna look nice when I see him. After all it's been nearly 2 months and I don't want to look like utter trash when I first see him. I take my bags out to the car and then come to say my goodbye to mum. Brittany is taking me to the airport. I walk up to mum and hug her. We both start crying. She means so much to me and I am going to miss her so much.
" Hun I love you so much and I want you to follow your dreams. Make me proud. I love you flossy." My mum said kissing me she just to call me flossy all the time.
"Mum I will I promise. I will txt you and Skype you every night. And don't worry I'm coming back with the boys in three months to see you. Mum thank you so much. Without I wouldn't be the person I am today. You are so amazing I love you so much." I said giving her one last hug before waving goodbye and leaving.
"You sure you don't wanna come?" I asked Brit one last time.
"I'm sure." Brittany sighed not wanting to fight anymore.
We got there and I booked in and soon enough I was called for my flight. I looked at Brittany with tears in my eyes she was the same.
"Brittany I can't believe your not coming with me. I am going to miss you so much. Brittany if I decide to stay there I won't see you for a very long time. I am going to miss you so fucking much." I said hugging her very tight.
"Clauds this is the first time we will be separated for a long time. But you know I can't come. I will miss you more than anything and I promise I will come see you one day just not now." She said crying.
"Well I guess this is it. I love you." I said crying. I kissed her cheek before picking up my handbag.
"I love you too Clauds." She said crying.
I turn and walked aways towards my plane. I got one the plane and sat down I was a mess. I calmed down and the plane took off.
Goodbye Melbourne.
Hello LA.
After a very long flight I finally arrive at LAX. This airport is massive I hope I find James. I can already tell the weather is amazing. I'm shaking out of excitement. I wish Brit were here though. I grabbed my bags and headed towards where James said he would pick me up. I saw him from a distance and I wanted to cry just looking at him, I held myself together though. I ran up to him and jumped on him.
"James!" I said happily.
"Hey Claud." He said laughing and hugging me back.
"I've missed you so much." I said while James let me go.
"I've missed you too Claud, so have all the other boys."
"What did you tell them?" I asked while we walked to the car.
"I just told them I was getting food. Surprisingly none of them wanted to come with me." I laughed, I've got butterflies in my stomach just thinking about seeing Jai.
We got in the car, I started to get dressed in my nicer clothes. I wanted to look at least a little nice to see Jai. I put some makeup on. Lucky the car ride was pretty long. LA is massive, like huge. I thought Melbourne was big. I loved looking out the window and seeing palm trees and the people looked so alive. I haven't been here long but I'm already in love with it.
