Chapter 19 Going back

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CLAUDIAS POV

Today's the day we leave to go back to Australia. I need to leave and be happy again. He would want me to be happy and live my life.

We board the plane and I am sitting next to Beau and Jai.

"Jai" I whisper.

"Yeah" He says as he looks at me.

"Thank you" I said kissing his cheek.

"What for" He asks confused.

"For coming back. Helping me through it"

"You know I would never watch you get hurt I will always be here" He said holding my hand.

I put my head on his shoulder and drifted off to sleep.

BRITTANY'S POV

The plane ride home was, interesting. I had to sit in between James and Skip. Luke was behind us with some old couple, the lady had her head on his shoulder. All of a sudden Daniel reaches over me and grabs James' headphones.

"Danieeeel." James said reaching over me.

Daniel refused to give James his headphones which lead to James punching skip's shoulder, which then lead to them having a slapping match right over me.

Finally skip said "alright alright, just calm down." James backed off. Then skip licked the earmuffs.

"Oh my god." I said tiredly.

"Fuck you!'' James said loudly and reached over me again and had another fight over me.

"You two just sit down!" I whisper/shouted. They both did what I said.

"Thank you." I said and eventually slept.

We drove home and as we walked in the house I remembered I needed to talk to Claudia.

"Claud can we talk?"I asked.

"Yea sure." She said letting go of Jai's hand.

Then I felt a hand pulling me back. "Is everything ok?" Luke asked.

"Yea fine, just need to talk about girly stuff."

"Ok." He looked down. I gave him a kiss then Claud and I went into the boys room.

"I know what you wanna talk about." She said.

"Don't you think if they really were going they would have told us by now?" I asked looking at the floor.

"I don't know." She sat on the bed and I followed.

"I don't think we should say anything, if it's true they'll talk to us."

"I agree."

"Do you think things are gonna change if they leave?" I asked desperately hoping they wouldn't.

"Brit you and Luke love eachother, nothing can change that." She assured me.

"Yeah, I guess so." Probably not sounding convinced.

She rubbed her hand on my back. "Everything's gonna be fine."

CLAUDIAS POV

Brittany was right. I want them to tell us if they are.

I am really hungry so I decide to get some food. I go into the kitchen everybody is in there.

"Claudia when was the last time you ate" Beau questioned me.

"About four days ago" I said not meaning to make them all worry about me I am fine I used to do it all the time to loose weight.

"Holy fuck gets some food into her" Luke yelled at Jai.

"Claudia you can't do that you will get sick" Jai said looking at me worried.

"I used to do it all the time to loose weight and I never got sick" I don't know what's got into me but I things keep slipping out.

"Shit Claud's don't do that again" Daniel said while eating his pasta.

Jai made me a huge meal which I felt bad because I only could eat half but Daniel and Luke ate the rest. All that crying and flying makes you so tired so I went to bed.

I was lying there when I felt I body come beside me.

"You okay" Jai whispered.

"I would be lying of I said I was but I am coping " I whispered back.

"Claudia you are everything I have ever wanted but everything I don't deserve" He said studying my face.

"Jai your to good for me you deserve someone who would be happy all the time and doesn't have life problems" I said meaning everything.

"But I don't want someone like that I want you" He said I could tell he meant it.

I kissed his cheek and rested my head on his chest and fell in to a deep sleep filled with nightmares.

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