ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪꜱᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴜꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ꜱᴍᴀʟʟ ᴛʀᴀɢᴇᴅɪᴇꜱ

di(sgusting)vine

>shoutout to comicbug for the name idea

di(sgusting)vine

i pick at my fingers
clawing away like a cadged animal
skin this dirty i think cannot be loved by god
i must purge it

i pick at my fingers
carving out chunks of my own flesh
sometimes i dare to devour it, to enjoy it religiously

to make it some sort of twisted sacred sacrifice

i wonder if this is how jesus feels
when we break his body and drink his blood
i wonder if this is what it's liked to be loved

my body is a sin i decide
i must purge it