Leonardo Dicaprio Imagines

I feel nothing

Your (p.o.v.)
I slept with him again, but the thing is I felt nothing. Yes I was still physically attracted to him. But the emotional was gone. He touched my body but he couldn't reach my soul anymore. The man that I cried so much for was the man who I couldn't even shed one tear for. I'm glad he was doing alright and he seemed fine but at the same time. I felt nothing neither did I care. I don't even crave his touch anymore. I don't even care what he's doing, and I certainly don't care about his future. All the things that I so desperately wanted to know these past couple months deteriorated when we had that intimate moment together again. I do regret doing it to an extent because I told myself I was never gonna do it again. But at the same time, it showed me the emotional disconnect from him. Am I possibly free from this emotional aspect of this whole thing. Am I free from him emotionally? I'm not entirely sure a part of me feels like I am, but also another part of me feels like I will always belong to him. That he's the only person that would ever truly like in this lifetime. But I don't wanna think that. I don't want him to keep me from finding my husband. But if I keep going down this path, then I'm gonna be stuck at a dead end. It's time to find another path.