My friends fucking dropped me randomly bc they decided that instead of communicating their emotions they should just abandon me at lunch and make me cry. I'm mostly over it, but it still PISSES me off they'd do that, and I WISH they all had the balls to confront me and tell me how they truly felt, and that they didn't want to be my friends.
I have absolutely no friends in my grade now besides 1, and I get sad when she hangs out with our other friends because I end up with NO ONE to hang out with. Her friends are cool though, and we kinda talk but not to the point I'm friends with her friends, but we on good terms. I have one other friend but she's a whole entire grade older than me so we can't hang out often, but we call a lot. She's honestly the only thing that's really keeping me alive.
Not just her keeping me alive, but object shows are honestly keeping me alive. It gets me immersed in the story just enough to keep me waiting for the new episode, and it keeps me alive just a LITTLE a bit longer. If it wasn't for shit like Inanimate Insanity I'd be fucking MENTAL right now.
I'm so scared I'll mess up and loose my only 2 friends, that they won't tell me when I make them uncomfortable on accident. I am walking on eggshells just to ensure I have friends, while I still feel like I'm fucking up or never doing things right. If I lose them I swear to god I'm gonna consider switching schools or smth else. (Iykyk lollll)
I'm sorry for venting on WATTPAD of all things, but people here might actually listen, and I wanna write shit without my mom finding out LOL.
So long, nerds. (until my unlikely next update)
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Dandy's World Crack Fics.(help me)
ФанфикI'm legit doing this at 22:59 (10:59PM) out of boredom, my friend is heavily against this, and I'm slowly loosing it. Help me oh lord.
