Touch Not My Heart (BeyMala)

9. "Guilty"

Beyoncé's P.O.V.

I knew it....I knew I would want that old thing back as soon as I got a taste of Kamala and she got a taste of me. I tried to be as strong as possible and not have sex with her. But after my shower, I was horny as fuck! And seeing her sitting pretty in my bed with my T-shirt on didn't help me at all. It only made me want her more.

I didn't stand a chance against Kamala. She still had the ability to make me weak. No matter how hard I tried to stand on business, I knew I would end up giving in to her. The truth is, I never stopped loving her. Which is the real reason I hardened my heart against falling in love with any other woman. I wanted Kamala. And if I couldn't have her all to myself, I didn't want anyone else....

The next morning, I woke up before Kamala. As I admired how beautiful she looked even while sleeping, I remembered two things. One, I had to go hear my nephew Jules sing at my mom's church. And two, I remembered that I never texted my girl Coco back....Damn....

What was I even going to do about Ms. Courtney Jones. This is why I always hit chicks one time and then get the fuck on! Because when you do the consistent fuck buddy thing, it's still almost like a relationship. I was as single as a one dollar bill. But I still felt like I cheated on Coco and also felt like I neglected her. I hated that shit...

I got up and went into the bathroom. I turned on my phone and was going to text Courtney. But I noticed my girls were going off in our group chat....

Megan: "Well....Onika caved in on day 72! She let me hit last night!!!! 🙌🏾💪🏽😁"

Solange: "Megan, please! 🤣😂😂"

Megan: "I'm happy AF, Solo! 😭"

Kelly: "Now how tf did you get that girl to give it up before the 90th day?! 👀"

Megan: "I brought her back to my place, put some liquor in her, told her it ain't fair that I gotta suffer because of what Bey's ass did, she was horny and the rest is history! We did it twice too! 🤗"

Michelle: "I still can't believe Beyoncé fucked shorty before! But then again, I can believe it! 💀"

Megan: "EXACTLY! 😤"

Solange: "Leave my sister  hoe ass alone! 😂"

Beyoncé: "First of all, congrats, Megan. Second of all, fuck you &Michelle! 😂"

Michelle: "Good morning, Bey! 😁"

Kelly: "How was your date with Kamala? 😏"

Beyoncé: "Good....she's in my bed asleep right now....😩"

Megan: "I thought you wasn't going to fuck her! 😂😂"

Michelle: "You know damn well she was going to fuck that lady!"

Kelly: "Damn it, Bey! You done fell back in between that woman's legs that quick?! 😭"

Beyoncé: "Yes.....and now I might have to break up with my fuck buddy. 😭"

Solange: "You sound crazy AF, sister!!! 😂😂😂"

Megan: "Right! Just ghost her like you did my baby, Onika! 😭"

Beyoncé: "No....I gotta talk to her....😔"

Solange: "Y'all better come see my little baby boy sing his solo today at my momma's church!"

Kelly: "Little baby boy?! Jules is a freshman in high school! 😑"