Touch Not My Heart (BeyMala)

10. "Mine Forever"

Author's Note: Let's start off by seeing what's really going on with Courtney Coco Jones....Also I'm going to make this the last chapter because I have another Beymala story in mind. Blame my Adhd! 😀😂

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Courtney's P.O.V.

Once Beyoncé told me she was back in contact with the only woman she ever fell in love with, I already had a weird feeling that it would interfere with our arrangement. I was absolutely sure of that when I texted her on a Saturday night and she said she was hanging out with a "friend".

Did I feel some kind of way about it? A little bit....But I knew I didn't have a right to. She wasn't my girlfriend and I wasn't hers. We were fuck buddies. But I really started liking Beyoncé. Which became scary to me.

I didn't want to start developing feelings for Bey. That would go against the rules. On another note, my homophobic family and I are close so I didn't want to ruin our  bond by "coming out". And if I can be honest, I just wasn't ready to publicly be with a woman. Hopefully someday I will. Beyoncé told me that everybody comes out of the closet when they're comfortable. She advised me to take my time and just do what makes me happy privately for now.

Anyway, once I realized another woman had Beyoncé's attention, I just accepted it. Maybe it was best for me to distant myself in the first place, right? Why continue to have sex with her if it was only making me develop feelings for her?

But there was one problem, I needed sex badly that night that I texted Beyoncé and she was with a "friend". I mean, little kitty between my legs was purring like crazy! So, I decided to text someone that I knew would be more than willing to help me out....

Reneé: "Coco....where have you been, baby? Billie and I have been missing you..."

Courtney: "I'm sorry. I've been busy with work and you know I'm taking classes online too."

Reneé: "Billie did say that's probably what it is. But how are?"

Courtney: "I'm good. I was wondering if you and Billie were busy tonight?"

Reneé: "We have no plans, baby. Would you like to give us something to do? 😏"

Courtney: "I would actually...."

Reneé: "Come on over. You still have our address?"

Courtney: "I still have it, love. Will be there in about twenty minutes."

Reneé: "We'll be ready for you..."

I met Reneé and her girlfriend Billie on a dating app a few months before I met Beyoncé. They're a couple that's into threesomes. At first, it was awkward to me and I wasn't sure if I was down with it. But they made me comfortable and it was definitely a wonderful experience....

Reconnecting with Billie and Reneé was just what I needed to take my mind off of Beyoncé. When I arrived they didn't hesitate to give my body what it needed. They both pleased me genererously. Billie's head game was worth talking about. The girl ate this pussy as if she hadn't had anything to eat all damn day!

As for Reneé, she fucked me real good with the strap from the back, while Billie let me get a taste of her as well. Y'all know I'm not a stingy lover, so I made sure I I took care of them both in return. We had a marvelous night....

"You're not going to disappear on us again, are you?", Billie asked as I laid in bed with her and Reneé.

"Yeah.....we enjoy doing this with you. It would be nice if we could do it often, baby", Reneé said with a smile.

I smiled back. "I won't disappear this time. I promise...."

I could make that promise confidently because I already knew Beyoncé was preoccupied and like I said, I needed to distance myself from her. Just imagine if I fell for Beyoncé. She was only going to break my heart. She didn't want me, she wanted the only woman she ever loved. And that's ok.....

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Kamala's P.O.V.

After I spent time over at Bey's mom's house with her, I went to grab me some clothes and then spent the night with her again....

"Kamala.....can I ask you something?"

"Of course you can, Beyoncé", I replied.

"Do you want to be with me? Like, really be in an official relationship with me?", she asked.

"I do....But I thought you don't do relationships", I replied.

"I just didn't want a relationship with anyone else but you, Kamala. I want you....I love you...", she said.

I smiled. "I love you too, Beyoncé....so much. You're the only person I want and always will want."

I kissed Beyoncé and I felt her body melt into mine. I almost wanted to shed a tear. I was back in the arms of the person I felt lost without. This time  around I wasn't going to mess things up between us. She was mine forever and I was hers....

The End