This Is What I Crave For

10.

Mahira's Pov

I am searching for that specific book in the mini library of my room. I have a small library in my room too. As I keep my few books there.

I am about to go after searching the book but something caught my eyes and I feel like my soul leaves my body for a second.

"Cupcake, open the window before I fell down" he says tapping on the glass window. I run towards him and open that and help him to come inside. I check him from top to bottom if there's any injury but there isn't so I take a breath of relief. Is he mad? Why did he come like that what if something happened to him. What if he lost his balance. Because it is not possible for anyone to come like this.

"What are you doing here?" I ask him, more like scolding.

"I am supposed to be here because you are avoiding me since last night. I can endure everything but not your ignorance so I came here to talk. I can't stay without talking to you or seeing you" he says looking directly into my eyes. I don't know why he loves to make eye contact with me.

"Why did you come here like this? Do you know, you can get injured if you lose your balance a little. What you think of yourself Kabir Khan. Do you know my soul left my body the moment I saw you like that there. I got so tense and worried. Don't you dare to pull this kind of stunt again. The fare of something happening to you scared me from the core and you were ready to break your bones by climbing up like this. You know something called door and stairs. Which is available in our house too you can use them too" I shout at him but he just smirks in return making me confused. Here my heart lost its rhythm and he is smirking.

He takes a step closer to me I take a back till we reach the door of my room. He cages me between him and the door but there's a safe distance between us. I get lost in his beautiful honey brown orbs of his eyes. I just look at his eyes for don't know how much time till I hear a sound of locking the door. He locked the door. What is he upto, I know he won't do anything bad but still it's wrong what his lov...

"Why?" He asks me making me confused. Why this man confused me.

"Why did you care if I fell, Do you start loving me" he whispers in his deep voice I feel shivers down my spine. I look down to avoid eye contact. I feel something towards him maybe attraction which I never fell for anyone before and I like him but I am not sure about love. Why is he asking me is he wants to make fun of my feelings.

"No i don't love you, why would I and what are you doing here you are supposed to be with ..that..g..girl" i stammer at last, why this hurts me a lot when he isn't mine.

"Which girl?" He asks me why is he acting like he doesn't know who she is.

"The girl you like" I say trying not to stammer.

"Oh then you are supposed to say my future wife. She will become my wife soon" he says and I feel like someone stabbed something in my heart again. I am hurt but I don't want him to know that.

"C...congratulations" I gulp and say.

"Why are you stammering Mahira just look at my eyes and say" he says. No no I can't as I know he is pro at reading eyes and i know now my eyes are looking hurt for sure.

"Mahira"

"Hm" i reply.

"Look at me" he says in a very soft and calm voice which melts my heart. I can't resist and end up looking at him.

"I want you to come with me" he says.

"Where?" I ask him.

"I am going to ask the woman for marriage" he says with a smile. Why does he want me to come with him. What if I behave rudely with them especially with that woman then he will shout at me in front of her, no no i can't imagine that in my worst nightmare.