Thursday

Chapter Two

A bright light hit my eyes and I flashed them open. I cringed at it, and when my eyes fully adjusted, I fully opened my eyes to find that I was in my room. I looked around confused considering the fact that last night  I was at Sarah's house, or at least that's the last place I remember being. I stood up to stretch and when the blanket fell, my nude body was revealed. I quickly snatched up the bed sheet and covered my body. I scampered around the room collecting my under wear, bra, t-shirt and jeans. I put them on the looked for my phone. I spotted it, but it was half way under a body which was covered completely by a white sheet. I tried to swiftly get the phone, but the person awoke..."ABEL?!?!?" He groaned a little and rubbed his eyes which i must admit was kinda cute. "Hey sunshine, someone's up early."He smiled and i scowled at him. "WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT??"I barked at him. He looked shocked and said "You don't remember?" I thought really hard for a while and then it all came back in a rush.

"Come on girl, we havne't got all night!" "Ok, ok" I swiftly lifted the t-shirt off of my head leaving me in my bra and underwear. I walked over to the glass table and hopped up on it. The other female was white and had big green eyes. She looked scared, but tried to hide it. She pulled me over to the pole and danced around me. I soon began to dance with her, our hips moving in sync. Twenty dollar bills came flying our way and collected every single one.

After the men ran out of money, I hopped off the table and sat on Abel's lap so that I was facing him. I aggressively kissed his lips. He kissed back and soon we started grinding on each other. He pulled away and said "Why don't we take this somewhere private?" I nodded and we went into his room. He pushed me down on the bed and handed me some pills. I swallowed them with no question. He pulled off the last bit of clothing I had on and then--

I couldn't remember what happened next... "ABEL !! HOW COULD YOU USE ME LIKE THAT ?? HOW DID I EVEN GET HERE??" He covered his ears and said "Babe, chill out, it's too early for all that yelling. All I did was ask you to come home with me and you agreed." He gave a cocky smile at the end and stood up. He was only wearing a thin pair of boxers and looked pretty good. I quickly turned to the door and said "I'm leaving." I speed walked to the door, and then he tackled me. He leaned close to my ear and said "Please don't go..." I got up and punched him the face. He didn't even flinch. "I'm leaving" I said once again. "Wait..before you go, can I at least sing you a new song I wrote?" I enjoyed the way he sings, so I agreed. He ran into his room and came back down with a CD and a CD player. He put it in and after a few seconds, he began to sing.

There comes a time in a man's life

When he must take responsibility

For the choices he has made

There are certain things that he must do

Things that he must say

Like "I love you"

And "I need you"

"I only want you"

And nobody's going to know

If it's true (ooh)

I never thought I'd feel this kind of hesitation (tonight)

My hand on another girl (ooh)

I wish I didn't have to lie

I wish I could let you know

Cause I love you

And I need you

I only want you

And nobody's going to know if it's true

Valerie

I know you can see through me

(I know you can see through my lies, oh oh)

Valerie (oh Valerie)

You just choose to never know

(No you just don't know, what I do, what I do)

Valerie (Valerie)

Why pretend to trust in me?

(I don't know why you try to trust in me baby, but I think I might know)

Valerie

You'd rather this than be alone

(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)

Cause I love you

And I need you

I only want you (oh)

And nobody's going to know if it's true

Cause I love you (ooh)

And I need you (yea)

I only want you (ooh)

And nobody's going to know if it's true

And I love you (cause I love you baby)

And I need you (and I need you)

I only want you

And nobody gonna know (ooh)

He finished the song with passion filled in his voice. I stared at him in shock and amazement. "Did you write that..about me..?" He nodded a little as if he was shy about it. I stared at him lost for words. "Val, will you please come back? I promise I will change, just for you. I have never felt like this about any other girl and you make me feel complete." A smile slowly crept to my face and he reached over and kissed me softly on my cheek. I nodded a small yes and he smiled.

He took the the cd of the player and put unplugged it. He made a motion for me to follow him up the stairs, so I did. We went into the sun room. He sat down and when I was bout to sit, he pulled me into his lap. I giggled a little and pecked his lips. He smirked his sexy smirk and it made me melt inside, but I didn't let it show.

He leaned in to kiss me and when we started to get a little passionate with it, his phone went off. He groaned and answered it. "Hello. Ok. Really? Ok. I'll be there ina 'lil." He hung up and shoved his phone back into his pocket. "uh sorry Val, but I gotta head down to the studio for a little. I'll be back home ASAP". I nodded and got off his lap. He went to out room and I flicked on the giant flat screen T.V. that was hanging on the wall.

When I turned it on, it was on the DVD mode and the movie playing was paused. It was paused on a part where it was fuzzy so I pressed play out of curiosity. I couldn't really make out what was going on, but I saw two people. A woman and a man. The man took the woman by the hand and dragged her to a corner. They were at a party, or club I guessed because of the loud music and there were alot of people with blunts and red cups. The room was also consumed by large clouds of smoke.

The man and woman finally reached the corner and they started to kiss. The camera zoomed in and I saw that it was Ray, one of Abel's friends, and...me. I was terrified by it and quickly grabbed the remote and shut off the T.V. My heart began to Pound and I began to wonder, "Who was watching this?" Many names and faces ran through my mind, but Abel's primarily. I suddenly felt guilty and sad and I tried to remember when this happened but I couldn't.

I got frustrated and grabbed my sweater, shoes, phone and keys and headed out for a walk. It was raining lightly so I pulled my hood on. I looked left and right and began to cross the long street. There was no cars, so I didn't make too much of a hurry to get a across.

SCREEEECH! A car desperately tried to hit the brakes, but couldn't do it in time. I saw two bright, blinding lights, then I felt a huge pain in my hip and my head slammed against the street.