Thursday

Chapter 10

Val's POV-

He left me, he really left me. Hot tears continued to roll down my face soaking the bed, which for some reason had no sheets, and my legs. I didn't even try to put on a brave front, I let my tears roll on and on, bawling like a baby. After 30 minutes of crying, I still had a great ball of sadness in me but what could I do? He was gone. Possibly forever. My mind still culdn't wrap around the fact that Abel, the man I loved was gone. Just thinking about me sent me into another fit of tears. I curled into a ball and cried and cried and cried. He. Was. Gone. 

I cried myself to sleep having a dream of when me and Abel first met. Backstage and the cafe were still fresh in my memory. Our entire conversation, word for word. The way his sweater smelled and how it hung on my body. How he called me beautiful and kissed me like no one had ever done. Then the bad memories starting flowing in. How he cheated on me and never remembered the next day. Getting wasted and high like he had no responsibilities, but it was all over now because he's gone. 

After a few hours of crying in the dark I decided I needed to get over him. I called Ebony and thankfully she answered. "Hey, where you at and why did you leave." "It's a long story. I just, I need you to c-come over." "Have  you been crying?" "Yeah I have so i-if you-" I couldn't even continue. I began to sob into the phone letting all my emotions go. "I'm coming over right now" I heard her say. I was too caught up in myself to respond so I just hung up. Feeling sadness and betrayal, I threw my phone into the wall leaving a large hole. I yelled out letting all my anger go. 

Realizing how insane I was going without him. I curled back up on the bed with a pillow and waited for Ebony to come. After five minutes of eternity, there was a knock on the door. I got up to answer it relived to see it was her. She looked at me shocked. "Honey, where are clothes and did he hurt you again?" I moved aside to let her in and then closed the door. "I'm sorry about my appearance, let me put something on." I went to the room and grabbed one of y big shirts and slipped it on. I walked back out to see her sitting on the couch. She patted the area next to her and I sat down next to her. She pushed my hair back with her hand, just like Abel used to do, and said "What did he do this time?" I was too lost for words but chocked out "He left me and he may never come back. Ever." Once the words escaped my mouth I started crying again. My had fell into her lap and my tears soaked her jeans. "what do you mean he left." " He left and said he wasn't gonna talk to me till after the tour and he may not even do that." My tears fell faster and harder. I felt her smoothing my hair back and said "Honey, I'm so sorry. That's terrible. You guys were meant to be, he shouldn't have hurt you so badly. 

We sat in that same position for awhile me letting out my tears and her reassuring me that everything would be ok. After about a good straight twenty minutes of that, an idea hit me. "Hey Eb, do you think Alan could fit me in for a night?" She looked at me a bit shocked and said are you sure you want this?" I nodded wiping away y tears. "Ok If you're sure, I'll ask him tonight before work." "Thanks a mill" I said while hugging her."

The only reason I asked was because dancing and being at the club made me feel free, like I was chained to anyone or anything. "Ok, well I need to go get ready and you can come if you want, I heard Max was coming again." My heart did a little back flip when she said his name. "Really?" She nodded and said "Yeah I don't know if you knew, but Alan is his cousin so hes there almost every night." The thought of seeing him again took away the pain i was feeling and replaced it with happiness. "Well, I'll go then" I stated with a huge grin on my face. "There goes that precious smile. I'll pick you up from here in an hour" she said heading for the door. "Ok bye." "Bye"

When she left I, headed straight for his closet and searched for something to wear. I ended up with an off the shoulder red dress and my red bottom heels. I slipped in to the shower for only five minutes and quickly did my hair. I felt like it was gonna get messy so I just curled half in the front and put the back up in a clip. I threw some light makeup and a got dressed. By time I finished I only had 10 minutes till Ebony was supposed to come, and I was hungry, so I found some food and quickly ate. As I was washing my dish, I heard the bell ring and answered it. Ebony was there in her usual sweats and a t-shirt. "Uh-oh someone looking extra cute"she said regarding my outfit. I just chuckled and grabbed my stuff and we headed out. "Ready for another wild night?" I nodded but deep down inside I felt a bit unsure about it. 

Abel's POV- 

"What I tell you man, I knew from the start it wasn'tgonna be long before she was gone forever. She always acted like a slut anyway, no need to be hung up on her" Hawk said about me and Val. "Listen here, she's not a fucking slut, she amazing and I feel so bad that I left her, but it's too late to go back." I looked out the window of the car staring at the raindrops rolling down the window. "What ever man. This why I can't fuck with girls these days, always getting caught up in they feelings." He continued to speak but his words weren't helping so I just ignored him. 

We were headed to the airport so I could fly out to the first city. I admit, I was a bit nervous and still torn over val, but I let her go. What can I do now? "Aye, I know how you feel but you let her go you can't fix it now" Cash said as if he was reading my mind. I didn't even respond, I just continued to look out the window until we pulled up to the airport. When we got there, I checked in, got on the plane and we headed to the first city. 

I sat still, Val fresh in brain, thinking of the adventure that laid ahead

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Sorry for the short update, I'll be posting again Saturday or Sunday. Thanks for reading !