Carl; wall

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This is different... -trigger warning- I made this up so yes, © to me. For @elysamurphy and @dreamingsalad even though they didn't request! - xael
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Your perspective is normal while your thoughts is italics.

It Felt like the walls closed in on me, the world fell on top of me as the sky fell from up above of me. Tears fell from my eyes as I made a pool of sadness. Maybe if I cried enough I'll drown in my own thoughts. It felt like my heart was pulled from my chest so he could fill in his missing place.

It felt like the lungs and throat I once had stopped, from all the lies I breathed in and all the secrets I gave to him.

My world is in black and white but when I want to see color I end up seeing red.

As I put the cold lifeless thing between my fingers, I felt like I can control my feelings but when I put it against my skin, I feel like it's gone.

But what bothered me the most was guilt. He was the lifeless thing between my fingers I couldn't let go of. But he was the one who damaged me the most. Well. That's what I thought.

Later I realize he was my battle scars.
But he lost the war.

Carl Gallagher, 1995 - 2015

A boy who replaced his world for his girl while peacefully his feet hit the sand. A boy who felt alone and was always sad. A boy who left his world for neverland.

R.I.N {rest in neverland, Peter Pan}

I read as my hand slid across the cold stone that left his remains but not his soul.

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