INTERMISSION (slytherin boys imagines)

Karma~ BZ

⚠️MENTION OF SEX AND OTHER SHIT ⚠️

I don't want to do this. I don't want to kill him, in fact killing him is the last thing I want to do. If I don't do this not only will he kill me, he'll kill my family. I either kill the boy I've come to love with my whole heart and mind or let my family die.

"I have to, please don't make this harder on me." I sob out, my wand pointed at him. "I love you so much, but I can't let my family die." I can barely see in front of me because of the tears clouding my eyes. "It's okay, I understand. I love you more than life itself, I would do anything for you. Even if it meant dying." His smile is the only thing I'm able to see as I continue to sob.

"I-I can't do it... please." I don't know what i'm begging for. "It's okay, love. I understand. I'll find you in every life." His words just twist the knife in my heart more and more.

"I can't. Can't you see? I love you more than my own life! If I kill you, I'll have already died. Without you I am nothing! You hear me? Nothing." I drop to my knees, my wand clattering on the floor as it slips from my grip. His hands grab my cheeks as he rests his head on my forehead.

"I fucking love you. Never forget it. Now grab your wand and do what needs to be done." My sweet boy hands me my wand and stands up. "I can't do it. I refuse to do it." My body shakes violently as I look at him. "You can and you will. Remember, in every life." I finally get the courage to lift my wand up to him and cast the spell.

"Avada ke-"

I jolt awake and suck in a deep breathe. Holy shit what was that nightmare? And who was that guy in my dream? I check my alarm clock and read the time 3:00. Perfect, I need to be up in three hours and I'm a sweating panicking mess. I might as well take a shower since I'm awake; it's going to be a long day.

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Platform 9 and 3/4 is a fever dream honestly. I've only ever heard stories of the Hogwarts express but now that I'm here, I feel very overstimulated. Transferring from Ilvermorny to Hogwarts is certainly going to be a change but I've been forced to by my headmaster after I accidentally let an Occamy loose in the dinning hall. It wasn't even my fault honestly but the headmaster could care less. The only reason I was able to transfer schools is because my cousin goes to Hogwarts. Lucky me.

No one seems to have manners around here as I walk through the platform. Everyone shoves into one another without a care or apology. "Oi, watch where you're fucking going." A guys says to me as he looks me up and down.

The only way to describe him is handsome. Everything about him is alluring and sin like. His deep brown skin gleams under the faint light of the sun, his jawline is clean of hair, and his almond eyes hold a mix of charm and anger. Like I said, he's handsome.

"Learn some manners, dick head." I sneer at him and walk away; I guess I have something to look forward to at this school after all.

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I thought that walking on the platform was overwhelming; finding somewhere to sit was even worse. I've been trying to find my cousin for almost ten minutes already, I swear that kid knows how to piss me off. Almost like I summoned him, I hear his loud ass voice booming out of one of the compartments. "Yeah my cousin's transferring this year, let's hope she doesn't pull shit like what she did at her old school."

I smile to myself, fully open the compartment door, and let myself in. "And what type of shit might that be, riddle? Scared I'm going to set your hair on fire again?" I look at my cousin Mattheo. His expression drops from a smirk to a scowl at the speed of light. "Speak of lucifer herself. Everyone this my cousin Y/n. Y/n these are my friends."