So Unusual

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Creativity and loudness are my prowess,
Spreading joy and goodness, east to west.

I believe in all I can do, firm and true,
Doubt never dawned, like the sky so blue.

But was told to change, to fit my family's mold
To live in ways society would uphold.

I did as they asked, seeking their approval,
Not knowing it would make me feel so unusal.

As I grew, just like the rising sun,
I lost myself, unsure of what I'd become.

Lost in space of identity and self,
A piece of me faded, lost in time's stealth.

Lying on the floor, face buried in tears,
Regretting actions I've done through the years.

I wish I could turn back time,
And reclaim what was pure, my prime.

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