TO SHOU WITH LOVE

114 - FIRST IMPRESSION

They continued until they were exhausted, their sweaty bodies pressed together, nestled on the soft sofa.

After resting for a while, Thanapon took Sailub to the bathroom for a shower.

He leaned against the tiles behind him and applied shower gel to Sailub's body.

He liked this step, every time after doing it, looking at the marks he had made all over Sailub's body, there was a subtle, satisfying feeling of possessiveness filling his heart.

This feeling reached its peak this time because he hadn't held back much during the process, and almost all the marks on Sailub's body were made by him.

He proceeded to apply shower gel to Sailub's body as if admiring his own artwork, slowly caressing Sailub's body at the same time.

Sailub also enjoyed the feeling of being gently touched by Thanapon after they were done, making him feel that he was being passionately loved.

He hugged Thanapon, resting his chin on his shoulder, and reached out to touch Thanapon's Adam's apple. "Is your throat still hurting?"

"It's smoking from the pain," Thanapon said. Actually, it wasn't that painful, but he exaggerated to make Sailub feel sorry for him.

As expected, Sailub leaned over to kiss his Adam's apple and asked, "When is your rehearsal today?"

"After four in the afternoon," Thanapon said, his Adam's apple moving as he spoke, touching Sailub's lips. "After Sammy finishes her class."

"Then be quiet during rehearsal, and take good care of yourself these days."

Thanapon squeezed some shower gel into his palm and applied it to Sailub's thin but strong abdominal muscles, recalling the undulations that had occurred here not long ago because of him.

He absentmindedly hummed in response.

"If I didn't come to find you, when would we be able to meet?" Sailub naturally didn't know what was on his mind.

Seeing Thanapon's silence, he continued, "Can you finish recording the song before the finals and come to find me?"

"I won't come to find you," Thanapon lied without batting an eye. "I'll have someone deliver the recorded song to you. You can come find me when you've figured things out yourself."

"Really?" He sounded convincing, and Sailub bought it.

"Yeah, after saying all that, you still expect me to come find you," Thanapon glanced at him. "Sailub Hemmawich, do you have a conscience?"

Sailub knew he was in the wrong. "What if I never figure it out?"

"If you can't figure it out, then you'll lose me. Do you know what that means?" Thanapon reached to pinch his face, not using much force, and because his hand was covered in shower gel, it quickly slipped away. "It means you'll lose the person who likes you the most in the world. Even if you find another boyfriend, you'll only find the second person who likes you the most. You'll be at a loss, you know."

Fierce and somewhat like a fierce yet soft young animal, Sailub had this association.

Even if it reached out to attack, it was still hiding its sharp fingertips.

Thinking that if it were true, he probably wouldn't enter another relationship again.

However, he asked, "What about you?"

"I'll lose someone who doesn't particularly like me, "Thanapon helped rinse the foam off him with the showerhead and resumed his casual demeanor. "It's not as much of a loss as yours."