Memories We Hold Together

"Gulit"

                      (2nd last Episode)

Sitting outside the emergency room, he closed his eyes, he was on a journey of memories, his uneven breathing, tightening in the chest , her blood on his clothes.

when Hisham placed his hand on his shoulder and handed him a bottle of water,

"Drink some water it'll help cool you down."

Rehan said nothing and took the bottle,

"I can't lose her, I don't have the courage to lose her."

After being silent for a while, he said,

"Don't think like that, she will be fine, God willing, just pray."

Hisham encouraged him,

"Where are you going?!"

After sitting for a while, when he started to leave, Hisham said,

"To pray!"

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Hands spread in a praying manner, he sat there silent, words stuck in the back of his throat

"I know I am a sinner, I have only come to you when I need something.

Today I feel very weak and helpless, someone is slipping away from my hands and I can't do anything."

There was a tremor in the words,

"But I also know that you (God) can do whatever you want.

I ask you for her well-being, O God, give her to me, i can lose her. "

I don't know why, but she has become a habit of mine and I don't want to give up this habit, I never want to give up. "

He said with a sobbing voice, hiding his face in the palms of his hands,

"We humans are so selfish, only in times of difficulty we remember You (God) the most.
But it is also true that we have no one else but you."

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There was no other sound in that room except the sound of the machines, Rehan was sitting next to her, holding her hand while stroking her forehead with the other. Gul was out of danger but was currently unconscious.

"Usually you talk so much and today when I want you to say at least something, you're...."

His expressions cold.

"Since you've decided to stay quiet for a while, I want to say something and you will have to listen even if you don't want to!"

He chuckled slightly as he said that.

"You have always been like a storm in my life. Whenever you came, you did something unexpected and I always get caught up in it."

He was stroking her hand with his thumb.

"But to be honest, I really like being caught up in this storm. But don't assume that I love you or something."

He was explaining this to himself more than her.

"Okay now, I'll just wait a little longer, come to your senses quickly because I have to get angry with you again.

Remember, I'm still angry with you."

He smiled.

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"Ahhhh..... "
She was in pain,