diary ↬ lrh

january :: 2nd

joanna

i woke up, hearing the sound of raindrops plopping on my window. i smiled to myself, loving the rain. it always calmed me down and relaxed me. but i still couldn't believe that luke hemmings, luke. hemmings. has my diary. it's actually kind of scary, cause i don't know how he will react. i hope he doesn't think i'm like some creep or something. "i really need to stop overthinking." i said to myself.

luke

after the show was over, i was physically, mentally, and emotionally tired. my body was so sore. i love singing and being in a band though, it's really fun. today was super fun as well!! i met a bunch of cute people, especially this one girl, she was really cute. she had black hair and the cutest green day shirt on. she gave me her diary, which i have to admit is sort of weird, but it was kind of cute. i think i'm going to start reading it soon.

after i said bye to the boys, they went into their separate rooms. i ran inside the hotel. i couldn't wait to go to bed. i kind of wanted to go home, i missed my family, especially my mother. i threw myself on to the bed, soaking into the white comforter as i went over in my mind, "should i read it". i finally decided to give it a shot. i got up and grabbed it, then getting back into my bed. i started to read the first entry.

date :: april 1st, 2014 • time :: 10:30 a.m.

dear diary :: it is a gloomy, rainy april day. i love this kind of weather. it calms me down. but 9 months until the 5 seconds of summer concert! i can't wait!! i'm actually going to meet them all as well, i can't stop smiling everytime i think about it. -joanna

i read the first entry, to be honest, it was kind of cute. why is this so cute to me?¿ i put the diary safely in a drawer so nobody would see it, i didn't want to show anyone, obviously because it was her diary. i didn't want anyone to invade her private life. :') but anyways, she's really cute. i hope i get to see this joanna again, she seems super down to earth.

joanna

i ended up walking around my small apartment, humming "chamber of reflection" by mac demarco. i loved music, it always calms me down and makes everything better, usually no matter what situation you are in in your life. i kept humming and softly singing to the songs that kept coming up on the playlist that was playing from my phone.

i still had yesterday's makeup on, as my eyeliner was smeared and creased into my eyelid. i rubbed my eyes, looking at the black pigment that came off on my fingers. i decided to paint my nails, because, who wants boring nails? not me!! i went into my bathroom, going into the cabinet and grabbing the basket of nail polishes. "hmm, what color am i feeling like today?" i asked myself silently. "yellow, burgundy, pink, blue, purple?" i couldn't decide. "black it is." i said, grabbing the sparkly black polish.

i sat down, filing my long, round nails. i started to paint them black, making sure i didn't get it all over my white bed. that's happened before, but with red and it looked like i had my period all over my bed. it was not good. i finished painting both of my hands, trying to make my right hand look like my left since i was right handed, and painting nails with your left hand is kind of hard i guess.

i blew on my nails gently, as i felt my phone vibrate. "who would that be?!" i asked myself, as i carefully grabbed my phone, seeing a text pop up. the number was obviously not in my contacts since it wasn't listed. "hmm." i said. the text said, "hey !!". i replied with a "hi?" making sure not to sound rude. a couple of seconds later i got a text back saying "luke". no way. this can't be true. i was freaking out a little.

"are you serious?" i texted back, trying not to get my hopes up. "yes it is, hello. i can facetime you if you don't believe me." he replied. "omg yes yes!!!" i replied, making sure i looked good enough. i cleaned up my makeup and put my hair half up. i put on a more casual outfit since i didnt want to facetime him in a nightgown. "hi!! i'm actually facetiming you oh my gosh!" i said. i couldn't stop smiling.

"hey!! you look good!!" he said, as i blushed, trying to hide it. "ah thank you sir. i can't believe this right now i didn't think you were gonna read my diary and i-" as he cut me off, "shhh, it was actually kind of cute. i read your first entry and then i just flipped to the last page and i saw your number and i was like well why not? you're adorable jo." he said. i was speechless. i didn't know how to react to this. my heart was full of happiness and i was just completely full of joy.

"oh my gosh luke thank you! you're so sweet ahh." i tried to keep calm as i told him to text me. "bye, text me okay!!" i said, as he said goodbye to me. after he hung up i jumped on my bed, screaming in happiness. "ahhhh!! i can't believe this." i said, my cheeks starting to hurt from all of the smiling. a few minutes later i get a text.

luke :: hey :-)

me :: hi!!

luke :: hey i was wondering, do you wanna like hangout tomorrow maybe? i could take you to the café or we could go for a walk in the park? pleaseeee. :^)

me :: oh my gosh yes!! i would love love love to go!! what time?

luke :: does 10 a.m. sound good?

me :: yes yes!! i guess i'll see you tomorrow ;-)

luke :: okay!! peace out girl scout, i'll message you in the morning. goodnight darling. :'^)

and yeah, that's how my night went. i'm so happy!! goodnight. :^)