diary ↬ lrh

january :: 4th

joanna
i sat there in the grass at the park, a flower in my hair and luke spilling out his feelings for me. i smiled towards him, shooting my innocent smile at him. "i like you a lot luke. like a l o t." i admitted, my cheeks heating up as they turned a rosy pink color.

i tucked the other side of my hair behind my ear, playing with my long fingers nervously. "i hope he doesn't think i'm weird. stop over thinking joanna." i said in my mind. i bit my lip nervously, as he started to come closer to me, my pupils dilating big.

luke
i can't believe i just spilled my feelings out to her. i'm so embarrassed right now. why did i just do that? at least i feel kind of better that i got it off of my shoulders. i stared at her, just soaking in all her beauty. she was so fucking beautiful. her smile, just every move and every little thing she does makes my heart beat faster.

"i like you a lot luke. like a l o t." i heard her say, my heart almost stopped. she actually has the same feelings as i do! i moved in closer to her, she is now very close to me. i'm love every fucking second of this. i pull her in, cupping her cheeks as i planted a soft kiss against her plump lips. i just wanted more. a lot more.

joanna
i do have to admit, i kind of like this bodies being close together thing. i closed my eyes, scooting closer to him as he gave me a gentle, soft kiss. it was really sweet. "i-i thank you.." i said, looking down and blushing like crazy.

"welcome, i really liked that." he said, which made me smile really big. i giggled a little, covering my face as i couldn't stop blushing and smiling. he was so adorable. i just want him. so bad. i hope he can realize that soon. cause i can't take this tension anymore. i just want him to fuck the life out of me.

luke
i just looked up and down her, she was so beautiful. her long black hair, her fluttering full set of eyelashes, her plump, soft lips that were stained with her burgundy lipstick, her pink pigmented cheeks. i just fell in love with every detail.

she is like a masterpiece, she's art. she is so beautiful. she is perfect no matter what. if she fell into the mud she would still look perfect. everything about this girl is absolutely amazing. even her name is beautiful. joanna. jo. anna. jojo. my beautiful princess.

i am falling in love with her way too fast, but i can't help myself. i love every second that i am with her, she makes me really happy. no girl has ever made me feel this way before.

joanna
i love luke, he is so perfect. i love every inch of him. he is very attractive. i mean of course his looks are attractive, but his personality and the little things and gestures he does are just so sweet. he makes me melt. i loved that kiss. it felt like our lips were made to be together.

i just want him to be mine. god i would love that so fucking much. i could kiss him whenever i wanted, tease him, play around with him, i could hug him 24/7. i just want him. so bad. so so bad.

it's driving me insane, i just need him. his affection, his love. i just want it so badly and i don't think he realizes it at all. which kind of sucks. i hope he feels the same way.