Arrows|Lashton| (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 9

Ashton's POV

Today was Monday which meant back to school. I woke up and got dressed for the day. Luke and I walked in school not holding hands but when we entered the school Luke went to his group of teammates. I probably should've known he would do this, but what can I do about it. I sighed and walked to my locker I saw that Luke and his group of friends left except Chad he was getting his book from his locker.

I tried walking past him but unfortunately he noticed and walked over to me. "So Luke tells me you and him are dating." He says and I nod. "No wonder he's embarrassed to be seen with you, I mean just look at you, you are a worthless, fat, fag he just felt bad for you he doesn't love you and he never will love you." Chad said and walked off.

See. I told you I was right and I'm always right.

Dammit! I should've listened to him.

Yes you should've

Maybe he is right what if Luke is embrrassed to be seen with me?

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The whole day Luke has been avoiding me when ever we look at each other he walks off in the other direction. But the bell rang and that was the end of the day so I walked to Luke's home which is kinda my home in a way. Luke had football practice thank god i didnt want to see him. I went to the guest room Liz said it was my room now. I thanked her and got my stuff and put it in my room. I sat on the bed doing homework and I see a very angry Luke barge through the door.

"Are you cheating on me with Chad!" He yelled in my face. I whimper,"N-no." I say. "Fucking liar, you are a worthless fag, everyone says you are!" He yells tears flowing down my face.

This is what you get for falling in love with him.

"Luke are you embarrassed to be seen with me?" I ask hoping not to make him yell.

"No I just needed to practice for the upcoming game, why would I be embarrassed of you?" I asked. "Chad said you are." I say and his face softens. "Fucking Chad." He mutters under his breath. "Ashton Im sorry I didn't believe you-" I cut him off,"Luke get out." I say. "W-what." His eyes water up. "Out." I point to the door and he walks out. I go to the bathroom and grab my blade.

Worthless

Fat

Fag

A dissapointment

You should listen to me more often

"Yes I know." I say. This is what I get for falling in love with someone like Luke. Wait, I don't love him. Do I? I grab a cloth to stop the bleeding and i cleaned up my mess and walked out of the restroom. I finished my homework and just lied on he bed bawling my eyes out. "What did I do to deserve this?" I asked myself. But soon enough i fell asleep with tear stains on my face.

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I woke up to someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and saw Luke. "Ash, I can't sleep without you." He said. "What time is it?" I asked. "11." He replied. "Can I sleep in here with you?" He asked. "I don't know Luke I'm still mad at you for not believing me." I said. "Please I'm sorry I didn't believe you. I can't sleep without you." He said. "You know I would never cheat on you, you know that right." I said. "I know that now." He said. "I guess you can sleep with me." I said. "Yay." He cheered I got up changing into my pajamas Luke gave me.

What are you doing?! He's just going to do the same thing again! It's part of his game, don't you see?

"I'm sorry for not believing you." He said. "It's okay." I say. "Can I get a kiss?" He asked. He was still sitting up on the bed waiting for me. I put my legs on either side of his waist. I pecked his lips. "Luke you have something in your hair." I say. I shifted on his lap to get it and I flicked it off. "A-ash." He moaned. "What?" I ask. "Do that again." He said. "Do what again?" I asked innocently but I knew what he meant. "Ash you know what I mean." He smirked. "What this?" I ask and began shifting on his lap. "Y-yes." He breathed out.

"That's enough for the night lets go to bed." I say climbing off of him. Then I'm pinned down on the bed. Luke kissed me and it turned into a make out session. He separated our lips. "We will continue where we left off later." He winked. We went under the covers and as usual Luke wrapped his arm around me. "Good night baby." He said. "Goodnight Lukey."

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Masks; A poem

She had blue skin, so did he
He kept it hid, so did she
They searched for blue
Their whole life through
Walked right passed and never knew