Arrows|Lashton| (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 14

Luke's POV

We said I love you and he said it back. Not only that it snowed after we said I love you. I remembered him saying that snow means he's in love. "Luke?" Ashton asked interrupting my train of thought. "Yeah baby." I smile. "Are we going to get in trouble for ditching?" He asked. "No we aren't unless we don't get caught." He then ran to the restroom throwing up.

"Ash, are you okay?" I asked. I nodded. "Wait, when was the last time you ate?" I asked. "Uh....." He said. "Have you ever really ate throughout the week?" I asked him. "Not really." He said, shaking his head. "Ash you have to eat." I said. He didn't answer instead he brushed his teeth. "Ash you have to eat." I say walking out of the restroom after him. "No I can't Luke I-I just can't." He said sitting on the bed next to him.

"Ashton yes, you need to. I care deeply about you, you need to eat." I say. "I'm already fat I don't need more food." He said looking down in shame.

"I know I am." I heard Ashton whispered but I didn't question him about it. "Ashton we've been over this you are not fat, anyone who says you are is lying." I say. "How about this I make us something and I'll share with you?" I suggest. He nodded. I left the room and went downstairs.

Ashton's POV

Right when he left I got a text.

'Luke doesn't love you and you are fat, a fat faggot is what you are no wonder you have no mother she was probably disappointed to have a stupid worthless pathetic son you are a waste of space who needs to kill himself' -B

I ran to the restroom tears flowing down my cheeks. I grabbed my blade and pressed it against my skin.

Fat

Faggot

Stupid

Worthless

Pathetic

Waste of Space

Disappointment

The door flew open. "Ashton." Luke said. He got a wet washcloth and put it against my wrist. "Why Ash why?" He asked. I walked out and showed him my phone. He looked disappointed. "Ash none of these things are true okay. Please don't believe it. None of it don't believe it." He said. I just broke down into tears. "I'm sorry Luke I disappointed you I don't deserve you." I sobbed into his shirt.

Of course you don't. You're to much of a disappointment for him.

I heard him snicker which made me cry more. "Ashy, you didn't disappoint me and of course you deserve me. I want to help you get better." He says. "But... What if... I never get better?" I asked. "Look, Ash, you are never going to disappoint me ever okay and you will get better. I will help you and stay by your side every step of the way. I love you, you know that right." He said. I nodded. "Good and just know I'm never leaving." He smiled getting the plate of the food to us to eat.

When we were done eating he put it downstairs and I went to the window seeing there were rainbows in the sky. Then a pair of arms wrapped around my waste. I smiled and looked at Luke. He kissed my forehead. "I'm glad you're happy because it makes me happy." He said. "You remembered?" I asked. "Of course I did why wouldn't I." He said. "No one cares enough to remember anything that has to do with me." I say.

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Don't count the days

Make the days count