Chapter 15

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Ashton's POV

I am on my bed doing homework while Luke is at football practice. Then I got a text, again with a picture attached to it.

'Still think Luke loves you know he's been cheating on you since day 1' -B

Then there was a picture of Luke kissing a girl. Tears swelled up in my eyes. I got up to put my backpack away and as if on cue Luke walked in. "Ash, what's wrong?" He said putting a hand on my shoulder. I smacked it off. "Ash, whats wrong?" He asked again. "Are you cheating on me?" I asked angrily. "W-what no!" He shouted. "Then explain this." I say showing my phone. He looked at the picture.

"Ash, I-I-" He stuttered, speechless. "That's what I thought you are cheating on me."

Yes he is. I told you. I'm always right, but you never listen to me.

I say throwing my hands in the hair. Then our attention was focused on the lightning strikes outside. "Ash, let me explain please calm down." He said. "No Luke you cheated on me how could you, after we said I love you." I said crying. The lighting had stop now it was raining.

"Ash, I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that I-I was drunk." He said. I was just disappointed, how could he? "You know what just get out Luke." I said. He left and I slammed the door. I went to the bathroom and grabbed my blade.

Unloved

Stupid

Pathetic

Worthless

Why does this happen to me?

It's because you don't listen to me!

I cleaned up my wrist and went to the window and just looked out crying. It was still raining, but it was still beautiful. My tears had dried up and to be honest I don't know what I'm feeling so the weather I guess it was sunny. Don't know what emotion that is either mixed emotions or an empty feeling.

"A-Ashton." I heard Luke sniffle. "Yes." I say. "Can I explain what happened?" He asked shyly. "Go ahead." I sigh, rolling my eyes a little bit. He sat on the bed a good distance from me. "Okay look I did cheat on you, did I regret it, yes but you don't understand you know my ex girlfriend Sarah, she said that if I didn't kiss her then she would tell you things that weren't true and hurt you I didn't want that so I kissed her to protect you." He said. "So it was like the same thing with Brett." I say. "Basically." He shrugs.

I got upset over nothing I'm a terrible boyfriend.

You are a terrible boyfriend I don't know why Luke still chases after you?

"Luke, I'm so sorry I jumped to conclusions I shouldn't have I'm a terrible boyfriend you should just move on I am so sorry I over reacted I should have listened to you, you would never cheat on me right, what am I saying you probably would since I'm so boring I'm not interesting I would never compare to you-" I babled on when Luke interrupted me.

"Ashton it's okay I won't cheat on you ever again you aren't boring you are like the most interesting person I have ever met I'm not moving on to anyone else because I love you and only you, you make our relationship interesting that's why I love you." He smiled and he came to me and he pulled me up and sat on the chair and he straddled me in his lap. His arm wrap around my waist.

"You know I love you right." He said. I nod. "And I love you too." I say and he pressed our lips together. We moved together perfectly. When we separated he smiled at me. "I love you so so much." He said kissing my temple. "I love you too." I say kissing his cheek.

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Everyone wants happiness

Nobody wants pain

But you can't have a rainbow

Without a little rain

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