Arrows|Lashton| (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 17

Ashton's POV

I woke up in the middle of the night about 4 am just staring at the ceiling. I sighed and got out of bed and went downstairs. I got a glass cup and filled it with water. "Couldn't sleep either." A voice said making me jump a little. I turned and saw it was Liz. "Yeah." I nod. "You know Luke really loves you, do you want to see some baby pictures of him?" She asked. I nodded eagerly with a smile. I followed her to the couch and she grabbed the photo album.

"This one is when he fell on his bum in mud." She pointed to one. I couldn't help, but giggle at how cute it was. "This one is when he would run around naked because he wouldn't want a bath." She laughed. I did too. "This one is when he fell in the pool." She pointed to one. "What are you guys doing down here?" We turned and it was Luke. "Just looking at your baby pictures." Liz shrugged. "What?! Mum!" Luke whined.

I just laughed. "Come on Ash." He said dragging me upstairs. "It was fun Liz we should do it again sometime." I say. "No you won't." Luke said. I just laughed. "You have an awesome mum." I laugh. "What pictures did she show you?" He asked embarrassed. "She showed me a few like the one where you fell in mud on your bum, and another one where you used to run around naked because you wouldn't take a bath." I say and he face palms him self. "And one where you fell in the pool." I laughed.

"Okay let's go to sleep maybe you'll sleep and forget the pictures." He says. I laughed. We went back in bed and he fell asleep and so did I.

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Luke's POV

I woke up and got a text from Michael saying there was a party and we should come and Brett won't be there. I replied with a maybe. Ash fluttered his eyes open. "Good morning sunshine." I say. "Morning." His said in his raspy morning voice. "Ash, there's a party and I wanted to know if you would like to go?" I asked. "I don't know remember what happened last time?" He says. "But Brett won't be there." I say. "But still, I'm still scared that someone will do things to me." He says. "Don't worry baby. I will stay by your side no matter what." I promise. "Okay, then I'll go." He says.

"What time is it?" He asked. "5." I replied. "The party starts at 6 so we should at least get ready." I tell him. "Okay can I take a shower?" He asked. "Yeah of course, can I take one with you?" I asked. He just laughed. "I guess." He laughed. We got our clothes and towels and went in the bathroom.

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Our shower contained nothing sexual just a few sloppy kisses and fooling around. "Ash, you don't have to be insecure about your body." I say. "Easy for you to say, you are in great shape and I am not I have every right to be insecure about my body." He defends. "Yeah but you know I love your body." I say kissing his lips. "You do but I definitely don't." He says walking towards his shoes but I grabbed his hand and pulling him towards me.

"Ash, you don't have to be insecure, it's okay, I still love you okay no matter what." I say. He sighs," You know you're really tall." I burst out laughing. "What it's true." He shrugged. "I know but that was completely off topic on what I was saying." I laugh. He shrugs again and puts on his shoes. When we got there music was blasting and people were already drunk.

We got in there and I took Ashton's hand so he wouldn't get away from me. I got a beer I got Ashton a water. Then some girl came up to us. "Hey you guys are my otp." She said. "What does otp mean?" I asked. "One true pair." She said I nodded. "I'm Alison." She said. I already had five drinks and I was drunk.

Ashton's POV

I've been talking with Alison while Luke had five drinks. "Luke I think you should stop you had enough." I say to Luke. "No you're not the boss of me go away." He snapped. "Luke stop you had enough." I say taking the drink away from his hand. "Go away, why do you keep bothering me." He snapped. "I'm your boyfriend." I say. "Why would I date a worthless pathetic faggot like you." He laughed. "Luke you don't mean that." I say.

"Yes I do you are just a pathetic fag, who seeks attention. You are a worthless, stupid, waste of space and that's all you'll ever be." He snapped. "That's it Luke we are over." I yell at him.

(Ashton's shocked, sad, and angry so there's rain thunderstorm and a lightning storm)

I ran outside just a walking back to Luke's house in the rain there's a thunder storm and a lightning storm. I saw a lightning strike hit the house and the lights went out and the music shut off and everyone evacuated the house. I just continued walking to Luke's house and once I got there I sat on the couch crying.

"Ashton what's wrong." Liz asked. "Luke and I broke up." I sobbed. "Oh honey tell me what happened." She said. "Well it started when he had five drinks and I said to him that he had enough, and when I said it again he said go away why do you keep bothering me and I said I was his boyfriend and he said why would I date a worthless pathetic faggot like you, I said he didn't mean that but he said yes I do, he then said to me that I'm a pathetic fag who seeks attention I am worthless stupid a waste of space and that's all I'd ever be then I broke up with him." I sobbed.

It wasn't a coincidence that he said that. Drunk words are sober thoughts right? You're too worthless for him anyway.

"I don't know what to say, sweetie I'll talk to him for you." She said. "Thanks Liz." I cry. "You're welcome Ashton." Then the door opened and we saw it was Luke. "Ash I'm sorry." He said. "No just save it. Leave!" I snapped and go upstairs.

Liz's POV

"Lucas Robert Hemmings! How could you call your boyfriend that after all you guys have been through!" I yelled. "I'm sorry mum I was drunk." He said. "No! He tried to keep you from having anymore drinks and getting more drunk but what do you do you call him all these names and make him walk home in the rain and have him crying." "Mum I didn't mean to I was just drunk okay." He says. I shake my head.

"You go upstairs and apologize right now." I say pointing upstairs. "But how do I get him back?" He asked. "It may take a while, but he's not going to take you back right away it needs time but you figure it out, now apologize!" I yelled and he went upstairs.

Luke's POV

I went upstairs and knocked on Ashton's door. I heard a muffled come in. "Ashton I'm really sorry I called you those names I was drunk I'm sorry." I say disappointed in myself. "You know what they say, drunk words are sober thoughts. So maybe you really do mean those words you said to me." He shrugged. "No baby, I don't. I just don't have control of what I say. It's like another me." I explain. "Just get out I don't have time for your apologies and your lies." He said. "Just know that I love you." I say sighing he nods. I go to my room and start crying into my pillow.

What have I done?
He will never take me back?

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Stop looking for happiness

In the same place you lost it