I'm so sad all the time and idk why I feel this way I'm so tired of it all . school friends family. its all so fucking much I feel suffocated. this was the worst and best year i can't understand it. like when it was good like yay nice great and then it was bad and hot REALLY fucking bad . fuck this shit I hate people I hate EVERYONE . I pray that God gives me the strength to keep living a nother year if not for me then for my poor mother that has put up with me all those years. I dont trust anyone and God has used this year as a life lesson for me because if not then what the fuck. I genuinely think I'm gonna off myself and I feel so dumb for ever thinking that he was going to choose me over her. I dont blame her but she make me feel so disgusting. I'm so damn tired. I just want to be held . I dont want to have to hug myself to sleep anymore
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