I feel invisible and silent. like when I speak nothing comes out . it makes me want to die. I wish I could just skip all of this like I just want to be 30 with kids and a husband and not have to worry or listen or think abt anything. idk if this feeling is gonna stay forever. but there is somthing so comforting abt this liek. I feel like the pressure to be perfect and good but can you just let me live or let me die while being alive. either way it sucks everything sucks. except for her. she's cool. I wnat to be a cancer doctor bc my uncle died from cancer and he was really cool plus my aunt has struggled with cancer. idk. anyway it's suicide awareness month. so yeah. suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, always have hope. it's really fucking ironing that I'm the one saying thsi.
ok bye
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