Just friends

Part 5

Liam

My hearts been pounding non-stop and it's not from the action movie that we've been watching. It's because I didn't realize how badly I'd want to see more of Addy. Fuck.

I don't know if I'm the smartest guy on earth or the stupidest for coming up with this idea. I honestly thought I was doing both of us a favor. I know how awkward it can be to do intimacy scenes. You usually don't prepare at all, so on the day of shooting, after doing the read through, you kind of just walk up to your acting partner and say 'hey, just want to apologize in advance if I accidently get hard because my body doesn't know that this isn't real.' or 'sorry if I don't get hard from doing everything that we're going to be doing, nothing against you I'm just trying my best to focus.' 

It's awkward as fuck. The first time I did a sex scene for this show though? It was ten times worse. They show way more than what I was used to or what I had done in the past and I think that's part of the reason I started dating my co-star/ lover on the show. 

When we ended last season and my character ended up at Addy's characters door, the scene ended with us making out on her bed and me pulling off her pants before gliding my hand up her shirt and about to pull it off. Giving the audience just the barest amount to get them interested to watch the next season.

But when we did the table read, the opening scene for us has me eating her out and then fucking her 'to the point I collapse' it said. The season is supposed to go on apparently with our characters having secret rendevous and sex equivilant to Game of Thrones which I know makes Addy nervous. 

She made a comment about how her body isn't like Ava's and after getting her stripped down I can one-hundred percent agree. Just not in the way she's thinking. Ava's hot, sure, that's one of the reasons I was interested in her but Addy fails to see that she's hot too. Ava is tall, model skinny, tight, maybe B cup breasts and a tiny little perky ass.

Addy is average height, 5'3 maybe, tits that make you want to drown in them, or at least motorboat the shit out of them. Her stomach isn't flat but she's toned, her hips scream grab me while you fuck me, and her ass, the little that I saw before she sat down, had my dick twitching at the thought of the way it would move while I spanked it, or what it would look like while I fucked her from behind.

I let out a tiny groan from my seat on the couch as my dick twitches in my briefs and all the images run through my head. Stop it, asshole! You're bordering the line of sexual harrassment.

My eyes widen just the slightest bit before I relax. If it was anyone else I'd understand that. Hell, I'd even be the first one to scream What the fuck are you doing! Because really? Who asks their costar to basically get naked with them and just sit and watch a movie without being a creep. But it's Addy. She's become on of my best friends and she knows I wouldn't do anything to hurt her or force her to do anything uncomfortable. I honest to God think that this is going to help her feel more comfortable with me for these scenes, and if she can get through this then she can get through any other intimate scene in her future. But that doesn't mean the thought isn't in my head now. 

I glance over at her and clear my throat. "You uh...you're okay with this right? Like...I'm not forcing you to sit here in your underwear with me. I'm not trying to take advantage of you or anything. I truly just want to help but if this makes you uncomfortable I'll throw my clothes on right now and you can kick me in the balls and report me if you need to."

Addy's eyes widen before she starts laughing and an ache in my chest I didn't know was there starts to ease. "No, Liam, you're not taking advantage of me. But thank you." She lets out a deep breath before throwing her head back on the couch and I watch the way her throat moves as she swallows. "I am uncomfortable but not in the way you mentioned. It's just because of all my self doubt or insecurities or nerves, whatever you wanna call it. I do think this is slightly working though, I don't feel like I'm blushing anymore looking at you and your chiseled abs."

I let out a laugh before shaking my head. "Damn, Adds, I wish you could see yourself the way I see you."

Her eyebrow quirks up, "And how do you see me?"

My lips tip up into a flirty smirk. I know I shouldn't but I just can't help it, my eyes roam up and down her body slowly, taking in every inch I can get and I watch the way color rises from her chest to her neck before settling on her face. I reach out and brush my thumb over her cheeks and feel the heat there. "You're hot as fuck."

Addy's mouth parts just the slightest bit and my gaze locks on to it. I've always loved her lips. From the moment she got the part in the show and we started hanging out, it was one of the things I was drawn to. The way her bottom one is bigger than the top. The way her cupids bow is just slightly off center. The tiny scar she has just above the right corner of her lip.

My dick twitches again and I fight the urge to lean in and kiss her. Make an excuse that we should practice that too, even though we've already kissed before and it was phenomenal. Just the right amount of build up. The right amount of tongue. We went into those kissing scenes blind but they turned out so right because the chemistry is just...there. 

I lean just the slightest bit closer to her, my body having a mind of it's own but I freeze in place when she starts laughing.