I deserve to be loved. Not liked, not lusted, not settled for, but to be loved.
After that night, umalis ako. I thought our meeting will go out smoothly, magkakapatawaran but instead of that, nagsumbatan?
It was like, mas boto Sila sa kambal, Damien and Damon who made my life a living hell. Hindi nila alam kung gaanong hirap ang naranasan ko natapos kong makalaya sa kanila. They didn't know, that's why they don't understand and they never will. I'm tired if explaining myself, proving myself to anyone.
*Flashback*
After weeks of staying at Jessica's place, I found out that I was pregnant and Jessica being observant, she knew it.
"Anong gagawin ko Jess? I'm not ready for this!" I don't know how to handle this, it's a mistake kung Hindi lang nila ginawa Sakin ito.
I felt her warm hands on mine
"No, it's a blessing, keep it,Chan"
"Ni Hindi ko nga maalagaan ng maayos Sarili ko, pati ba naman ito?"
"I will help you, you know that I will always help you, Chan just please keep it"
"I..I will"
"That's good to hear, I know it's too much for you to handle but trust me, you will survive this, we will"
I hope so...
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"Argh!" Nasa hospital ako habang pawus na pawis.
Jessica held my hand, urging me na umire pa pero Hindi ko na kaya.
"It's okay, I'm here..I'm here"
"Ang sakittttt"
"Push it" the doctor encourage me too. Anak lumabas kana please pagod na si mama.
Naalala ko ang mga pinagdadaanan ko noong nagbubuntis ako sakanya. It was fun taking care of it inside my womb pero may mga pagkakataaon na natatakot ako na baka Hindi ko sya maalagaan. And now, lalabas na sya, I breathe at umire
"Arghhhhhhhh!!!"
Pakiramdam ko napawi lahat ng pagod at hirap ko nang marinig ko ang iyak ng Isang sanggol. I saw the doctor na ginunting ang pusod nya, I smiled before I lost my consciousness.
"He looks like an angel"
*End of flashback*
"Momma" Nabalik ako sa reyalidad nang makita kong may dalang bulaklak si Chad habang masayang tumatakbo papunta sa akin.
"Hey baby" I kissed his cheek and carry him, ang bigat talaga.
He gave me a single red rose and put it behind my ears.
"Papa and I bought this for yow"
Ang cute parin ng pagbigkas nya nakuuu.
"Awww that's so sweet naman" pinudpod ko ng halik sa pisngi si Chad while he can't help but to giggle. I can't help it, nakakagigil sya ang taba ng pisngi, maputi din sya mana talaga sa pinagmanahan.
"It's pwetty" I put him down and let him play with his new toys na binubuksan Ngayon ni David. Our eyes met and we smile sweetly to each other, pagkatapos nya buksan ang lagayan ng karuan ni Chad ay lumapit sya Sakin.
"Hey"
He kissed me on the cheek
"Hi" I looked at him removing his polo, palagi Kasi nyang gusto na nakahubad pag nasa Bahay lang. Ewan ko ba dyan sa lalaki Nayan bat ang gwapo ba, I removed my eyes from his 6packs abs, dun Kasi unang dumapo ang paningin ko nang maghubad sya eh kaya iniwas ko na agad bago pa nya ako mahuli at baka asarin nanaman ako nyang lintik Nayan.
"Jessica's coming later, gusto nya raw Makita si Chad" I remembered the last time she went here, halos bilhin nya na lahat ng laruan sa mall sa dami ng mga dala nya, eto namang batang to tuwang tuwa pa.
"Asus, baka kung ano-ano nanamang dala nyan" ilang beses ko nang sinesermunan yang babaeng Yan parang bingi.
"Hayaan mona, you know that woman, inispoil talaga yang only inaanak nya"
"Kaya nga" I sighted but I'm lucky to have them, ang swerte naming mag-ina sa dalawang yan.
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Obsession Of Two
RomanceChandrea get inside the abandoned house as a dare from her friends. She grab the flashlight and started walking around the house when she heard something. She pointed the flashlight in that direction and see nothing is there. "Wrong direction love"...
