Love Me Like You Do. (H2o Delirious Fanfic)

Let's Stalk

H2o Delirious.

Jonathan said he has a YouTube, so why not be a little stalker and...do some stalking.

I flop down into my computer chair and type in the name Jonathan has given himself. A channel pops up and I begin to scroll through it. He has so many videos up and a big range of what he plays. Theres GTA 5, Mortal Kombat, Minecraft, Garry's-Mod, and so much more. 

I click on the first one I see; a hide and seek video on Garry's-Mod. He's playing with other gamers, which shouldn't surprise me, but it did.

As I watch video after video and I find tears running down my face because I'm laughing so hard. No video should be this funny, but it just is. I keep watching his videos; a lot of them.

I can't help but compare the way Jonathan acts in his videos compared to real life. While he's playing he so relaxed and not afraid to say what he wants, but when hes in school, hes really closed off and grumpy.

And his laugh in the videos is glorious. I can never get enough of it. I wish he would do it more when we're in school. I guess hes just not that comfortable around me. Maybe he really doesn't like me and he only hung out with me because he's trying to get me off his back. But we we're having a really fun time gaming or at least I was. He could have been faking it. I hope not. He's really nice to be around.

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Around four in the afternoon on a Saturday, my mom's head pops into the room while I'm sitting on my bed without pants on playing a game on my phone. Just one of those days.

"Do you want to go out for dinner," she visibly looks drained when she asks her question. "I don't have it in me to cook another meal tonight. How does Pizza Hut sound?" I was off of my bed and slipping into a pair of pants faster than you could say 'delirious'.

Pizza Hut has a buffet, which means God is real.

Unlimited pizza. For who? Me.

My mom and I got our plates of food and sat down in a booth in the back with a window to our right. I could see the whole restaurant, but much to my disappointment, the lighting was terrible. Like turn up the lighting or invest in some new bulbs.

When I looked around at the lighting with a piece of pizza in my mouth, I saw couples cuddling in the booths and whispering sweet words to another.

At least I think it's sweet words. They could be saying something like, "Your fart smelt gross." Smile. "I didn't think anyone would notice." Another smile.

Some conversation.

Most couples give off way too much PDA. Like whoa. I don't need to see and full on make-out session while I'm eating. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind the sweet moments people can share. Like kisses on the forehead or the lacing of hands. But you have to draw the line somewhere.

"So, hows school?" My mother prompts at a conversation. I've already told her all about how school is going since my first day. I have not told her about my new/old friend.

"It's just fine. The building is still standing. People I hate go into every day of the week until I decide to burn it down, of course." I smile slightly and take another bite of my pizza.

My mom gasps. "Rae!" A smile lands on her face too and she chuckles. "Don't say that about your school. You are doing okay though, right? With grades and friends and whatnot."

I roll my eyes and think of Jonathan. "Mom, we're two months into school and now you're asking about my grades? Mothers these days." I heave a sigh like I'm disappointed in her.

"I'm sorry, Daughter. It's not like you tell me anything. I'll just kick you out of the house." I look at her with an open mouth.

"I do too tell you things. I've told you all about school. I'm doing just fine in all of my classes and I have a butt-ton of friends." There. Everything she needs to know. Even though I only have two friends. Emma and Jonathan. One friend, if Jonathan doesn't count.

"Then why doesn't anyone sleep over or hang out with you? I just want you to experience crazy things like I did when I was your age." She takes a moment. I know where this is heading. "Like falling in love."

"Mooooom. Noo." Groan and flop my head onto the table. I think I have some sauce on my cheek, but I don't care.

"What? I didn't even say anything, just I want you to have that like I did."
She starts to ramble on about how it feels to fall in love and all that jazz. She talks about heartbreak too, and jealousy.

I catch something interesting in the corner of my eye. Jonathan and a girl sitting in a booth together. She looks oddly familiar. Their sitting close. Something spreads in me. I don't like it. I don't like what I'm seeing. Why though. Jonathan can do what he wants with who he wants.

Shes from art. Not an actual person in art, but Jonathan drew her that one day. He didn't want to tell me about her.

They look perfect together under the dim lights. Jonathan turns his head to scan the restaurant. I knew I should have turned my head away. I should have cause now I'm being creepy, but I'm in a trance. I catch his eyes. They widen. He didn't want to see me here. I didn't want to see him here.

Something stirred in me. The brown eyes still holding mine made me catch on fire and my mind went crazy.

I'm delirious.

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Whoa. I like this chapter too!! 

But I think it was too fast paced, Hmm oh well.

Cool. Okay.
Look at this update tho! I need some praise cause I love this chapter.

:) Butter milk.

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