Muichiro x Reader (fem) || Healing Wounds As We Go Through The Mist

Truth

Y/n POV

I stared at my crazed brother in disgust and confusion. What the hell was he going on about? His aura was almost like.... Like one of a demon.

My brother lunged at us again but Muichiro pulled out his sword blocking my brother. I held my brother down, as he tried to hit us, and Muichiro and I looked at each other knowing what we had to do.

We tied up my brother, and knocked him out, before we dragged him to Oyakata sama's mansion, hoping he will know what to do.

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As the sun was rising, we arrived at the mansion, and we explained everything that happened to the master.... That lead to all the Hashira being called to the meeting.

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After a long and disgusting interrogation, the surroundings were bloody, and I couldn't look at my brother. I gripped Muichiro's sleeve tightly, bracing myself, unsure of what my brother might say next.

"We eat.... Demons..." my brother choked out. I felt like my world had gone blank. My head was spinning. I couldn't feel my hands, and I felt like I had just gotten gutted. Eat demons? All this time? They were eating demons? 

I couldn't believe it. It explained so much, but... but... it made me sick to my stomach. All my siblings? Did they eat demons too? No. No. No! My siblings. My siblings. My family. I felt so sick, my world was spinning so fast. I hate this. I hate this I hate this...!

Muichiro POV

I watch as y/n goes pale, and I shake her and call her name, but isn't responsive. I see tears forming in her eyes, and I'm desperately trying to get her to snap out of it. I panic a little as tears roll down her cheeks. I was never good at comforting people.

I look around, but no one has noticed, and I don't know what to do. If we were in private I could easily hug her to comfort her, but I don't know if she's okay with it in public.

Y/n POV

I'm still in shock, and I'm in autopilot as I get up and go forward. I don't even know what I'm doing.

Kanae POV

I gasp as I see y/n go up to her brother and slap him, tears in her face. Immediately, we all rush forward holding her back as she yells at her brother.

"How could you? You sadistic demon eating freaks! I hate you! I hate you!" She yelled. I'm holding her arm back, and I see Tokito kun holding her from behind, pulling her away from her brother. I've never seen him so worried before. Tokito kun ended up having to take y/n away because of how upset she was.

Muichiro POV

I dragged Y/n to a guest room in the mansion, as I'm hugging her, trying to comfort her as she is crying and shaking. I can hear her mumbling about how she's so disgusted by her village, and she mutters curses and calls them names. 

"Y/n... please calm down... take a breath...." I whisper, as I see her gripping my clothes tightly.

"Shut up!" Y/n snapped at me. I felt taken aback. She's always so happy and nice... she never snaps at me. I see her realize what she just said, and seems regretful.

"Y/n..."

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After sitting in silence for a while, there's a knock at the door. It's the master. "Come in." I said loud enough for him to hear.

The master enters with a solemn expression. "Y/n. We are organizing a mission to go kill hour villiage. They eat demons, and kill people for fun. It's not safe for them to exist. You can go, or you can stay. It's your choice. Tokito kun, we need you ready by tomorrow since we will leave for the mission. You are a Hashira and we need you on this mission." I nodded as I listened to him speak.

I see y/n's face go pale as the master left. "You won't actually go, right? Muichiro please say you won't....!" She says looking at me horrified.

"I need to go it's my duty, your village is dangerous! You said so yourself, what are you-" I said, but I was quickly cut off by y/n.

"No! Don't go! Please I don't want you to kill the village, stay here please! No!" She said as I tried to stand. 

"Y/n I need to go, I-"

"I hate you! I was there when you didn't have your memory! You couldn't do anything for yourself! You stupid garbage! Was my last few lives nothing to you! Can't you do something in return, you little ungrateful-" She yelled at me. That hurt. She's never yelled at me. Why the hell did it escalate so quickly.

"I'm grateful, but I need to go, to keep everyone safe, you're being selfish!" I yelled back, slightly regretting my words and tone.

"I hate you Muichiro!" 

That really hurt. I never thought she would say she hated me. It was like a switch flipped inside me.

"....Tokito sama." I said coldly to y/n.

"What...?"

"Address me as Tokito sama." 

Y/n POV

What have I done. I said so many things I regret. I don't even know why I said those things. I watched as Muichiro left, and I was shaken up. 

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Afterwards, I finally made my decision to go with the mission... I had to see my village one last time, even if it was during the end.

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The next day, the Kamado squad, and the Hashira were all ready to go. I stood with the Kamado squad avoiding Muichiro. We were all heading now to the village.