Beyond Boundaries • A KNJ Fanfiction

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I sat on the edge of my bed, my head hanging low as I clenched my fists on my thighs, trying to steady my breathing.

The room felt suffocating, the air thick with the weight of my restraint. Beads of sweat trickled down my temple, my body betraying me in ways I hadn’t felt in years.

I looked down, the evidence of my frustration pressing against the fabric of my pants. A low, bitter chuckle escaped my lips as I ran a hand through my damp hair. How pathetic—how weak. One glance from her, one moment of her closeness, and here I was, undone.

Years, I thought. Years of control, of burying every temptation, every desire—and she shattered it all effortlessly. Just by being herself.

I leaned back against the headboard, my chest heaving as I stared at the ceiling. Her scent, her voice, her soft presence—all of it lingered in my mind, taunting me. How did she manage to do this to me?

I clenched my jaw, frustration boiling within me. This wasn’t just physical; it was something deeper. Something I couldn’t allow myself to feel. I couldn’t let her become more than she already was to me.

But no matter how hard I tried to convince myself, the ache in my chest and the fire in my veins told me otherwise. She had become my weakness—and I hated how much I didn’t want to fight it anymore.

But for now, I have to do something to this Buldge i am having here. I took a deep breath and gently Brought out my Cock Out of my pants, dripping precum already..

My hand runs over my hard cock, groaning softly as I start to stroke myself slowly, imagining it's her small hand wrapped around me instead

"Fuck... fuck fuck..." My breath grows heavier, I stroke faster, lost in his thoughts of her.. I hate that I have to hold myself Even though my desires drive me crazy.

My voice comes out as a raspy whisper "God, I need to get over this..."

My pace quickens, imagining pushing her against the wall, feeling her soft body press against mine. 

"Yn" I moan while closing my eyes. I can't take this anymore. I paced up, sweat beads form on my forehead reflecting the struggle I am having right now..

"Yn...fuck" I bit my lips as I rubbed myself more and more...

I bit down on my lower lip to muffle any noises, my body tensing up as I got closer, my mind replaying scenarios of her  washing dishes, her Hair Strands on her face, Our closeness....Her, falling down in my arms....That warmth of her skin..

"Ahh" I moaned in a deep voice "fuck....mmm"

That's it, I released myself in my hand as My whole body jerk up.

I pant heavily, my body shaking with the force of my release, her name falling from my lips

"Ah... Yn..."  I quickly wipe my hand with Tissue paper beside my table, feeling a mix of guilt and satisfaction, my heart racing in my chest....

"God....this is pure torture"

I lay down on the bed, my chest rising and falling rapidly as I stared at the dark ceiling above me. The room felt too quiet, yet my mind was deafeningly loud, filled with thoughts I couldn't push away. Twisted desires clawed at the edges of my sanity, dragging me into a place I had long tried to avoid.

I closed my eyes, but it only made things worse. Her face, her scent, her soft voice- they all came rushing back to me, igniting a fire that refused to die down. My fingers twitched by my sides, recalling the way my hand had instinctively wrapped around my length earlier, seeking relief from the unbearable tension.